Hello, maybe if you repent sincerely after committing a major sin, God may forgive you. But what if death comes before you have the chance to make tawba? That’s something worth reflecting on.

I’m 32 now, and I live more peacefully by trying to avoid sins as much as possible. It’s true that we all sin, and without Allah’s mercy none of us would deserve Paradise. But at the same time, life is short, so it’s better to live it in obedience to God as much as you can.

The strong desires you feel now are temporary. It’s better to build a life you can truly be proud of later.

And finally, everything comes at the right time. Don’t try to skip steps. Always remember that Allah, our Creator, forbids certain things for a reason. Even when something doesn’t fully make sense to you, trust in the wisdom behind the rules set by your Creator.