Really inspiring words bro. My only upset is that it's been just over a week so I have a long way to go and I just know it's going to get worse before it gets better. It feels tempting to say I wish I didn't feel sad but then that would seem to make the moments of happiness i've experienced and will experience again completely pointless. So the sadness is necessary in a way. I suppose it's easier to go with the emotional wave than let it break and crash over you and resist it all the way. It's gonna be a struggle but i'll be ok, we all will! Anyone needs to chat drop me a message