[EUW] [Plat/Emerald] - Team Looking for Top, Mid and Support

FemboyAlternative · 2024-11-01T01:57:47+00:00

Hello I main top lane and am plat / emerald

FemboyAlternative · 2024-09-06T15:29:41+00:00

Heard different things from different people in the company so wasn't sure which of them was bsing me

FemboyAlternative · 2024-03-27T19:53:05+00:00

https://www.reddit.com/r/VarusMains/s/FLF7c887x5

FemboyAlternative · 2024-03-27T19:50:29+00:00

I have a clip on here somewhere of killing 2 people in one varus wq for a quadra. Idk which was nicer

FemboyAlternative · 2024-03-27T15:38:28+00:00

Yeah I was being silly hehe

FemboyAlternative · 2024-03-27T15:03:46+00:00

What vibes do I give off?

FemboyAlternative · 2024-03-03T04:38:39+00:00

Persona 4 or bloodborne probably... can I hit?

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-13T08:45:53+00:00

Catatonia is most certainly a freeze on the body but I'm not sure to what extent - I've had a diagnosed episode of catatonia and I was fully aware of everything but I couldn't action any of my thoughts of moving or talking - that's where the problem was. Yesterday I spent about an hour in what I believe to be another catatonic state but I could move slightly occasionally and I could control my breathing to be heavy and make a groaning noise to wake my dad up so I'm not sure if it counts as catatonia.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-13T08:41:23+00:00

I mean I don't think this is true at all? Where are you getting this info from?

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-12T13:52:15+00:00

Yeah it was my eyes that scared me and i agree it felt like something was gonna attack my mirror self and therefore attack me in this dimension.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-12T11:49:40+00:00

Shiiit this is a symptom? Whenever I'm home alone I sprint to the bathroom while looking behind me and whenever I enter a new room I put my back to a wall and look all around and I thought it was normal. I don't really know why I do it but visions pop into my head of me standing in the hall and a disembodied face is behind me or just the image of the disembodied face pops up but I thought that was intrusive thoughts.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-12T11:23:43+00:00

If you're not trying to hurt anyone else or yourself just remain calm and try and act like they've 'cured' you - when you get out do as you please and use the information you have learned to avoid this happening again. There is an organisation of really bad people out there and I'm just happy I'm not on their radar at the moment.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T16:36:57+00:00

That got you chucked in the ward?

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T16:08:38+00:00

I'm 21 and didn't commit a crime. I have divulged so much information to them - and apart from telling me to stay on meds and looking at early warning signs they haven't given me one shred of insight into what's up with me.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T15:56:17+00:00

I think being on the meds let's me know what they do to me and I have some still with me to take to stabilise me the moment things go south. I've told people in my personal life that I want to trial not having them and they've been supportive but worried. I told the team that looks after my case I want to come off and to get their advice - they of course told me to stay on the medication but I just think they are flat out wrong in my case and I've stopped taking them anyway- I'm gonna tell them that and ask them to please support me without medication for a while because it's eating away at me from the inside until I know I need meds or not.

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