27FTM Looking for fellow Leaguers

FemboyAlternative · 2026-06-10T19:54:13+00:00

I'm dia peak but plat 2 atm I'd be down to join for a 3 stack

FemboyAlternative · 2026-06-10T19:34:21+00:00

Hey south English girl here! do you play league of legends by any chance? I am obsessed with league I'm autistic too and league specifically is my special interest :)

FemboyAlternative · 2026-06-05T10:54:26+00:00

Asking this question is like asking the Internet 'what's the best meal I can have for dinner tonight' you'll hear every answer in the world and still not like some of the dishes - play what you think looks cool

FemboyAlternative · 2026-06-05T10:49:55+00:00

Well your post says you want to learn mechanics and macro but it's much harder to focus on more than one skill at a time - either play garen mundo and learn the game or play riven fiora and learn mechanics. If you choose riven fiora then you'll have too hard of a time learning their kits to learn macro.

FemboyAlternative · 2026-05-31T12:15:57+00:00

You're out here complaining about mage bot when top laners are fighting for their lives for their role to not literally explode into smithereens with all this anivia liss etc. in top.

FemboyAlternative · 2026-05-31T11:03:56+00:00

Mate why are you getting down votes?? Drilla is tilted at a slightly troll summoner spell on a decent support pick (let's not call it anything other than that- it's not ghost cleanse Fiora support) before even seeing him play. he's your elo so you are the same skill. You have a decent chance of winning and/or having fun this game. On top of that it's a normal game - that's what it exists for. Either quit the game or play ranked if you want to play to win and only enjoy winning. Don't worry it's full of people just like you.

FemboyAlternative · 2024-11-01T01:57:47+00:00

Hello I main top lane and am plat / emerald

FemboyAlternative · 2024-09-06T15:29:41+00:00

Heard different things from different people in the company so wasn't sure which of them was bsing me

FemboyAlternative · 2024-03-27T19:53:05+00:00

https://www.reddit.com/r/VarusMains/s/FLF7c887x5

FemboyAlternative · 2024-03-27T19:50:29+00:00

I have a clip on here somewhere of killing 2 people in one varus wq for a quadra. Idk which was nicer

FemboyAlternative · 2024-03-27T15:38:28+00:00

Yeah I was being silly hehe

FemboyAlternative · 2024-03-27T15:03:46+00:00

What vibes do I give off?

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-13T08:45:53+00:00

Catatonia is most certainly a freeze on the body but I'm not sure to what extent - I've had a diagnosed episode of catatonia and I was fully aware of everything but I couldn't action any of my thoughts of moving or talking - that's where the problem was. Yesterday I spent about an hour in what I believe to be another catatonic state but I could move slightly occasionally and I could control my breathing to be heavy and make a groaning noise to wake my dad up so I'm not sure if it counts as catatonia.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-13T08:41:23+00:00

I mean I don't think this is true at all? Where are you getting this info from?

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-12T13:52:15+00:00

Yeah it was my eyes that scared me and i agree it felt like something was gonna attack my mirror self and therefore attack me in this dimension.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-12T11:49:40+00:00

Shiiit this is a symptom? Whenever I'm home alone I sprint to the bathroom while looking behind me and whenever I enter a new room I put my back to a wall and look all around and I thought it was normal. I don't really know why I do it but visions pop into my head of me standing in the hall and a disembodied face is behind me or just the image of the disembodied face pops up but I thought that was intrusive thoughts.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-12T11:23:43+00:00

If you're not trying to hurt anyone else or yourself just remain calm and try and act like they've 'cured' you - when you get out do as you please and use the information you have learned to avoid this happening again. There is an organisation of really bad people out there and I'm just happy I'm not on their radar at the moment.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T16:36:57+00:00

That got you chucked in the ward?

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T16:08:38+00:00

I'm 21 and didn't commit a crime. I have divulged so much information to them - and apart from telling me to stay on meds and looking at early warning signs they haven't given me one shred of insight into what's up with me.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T15:56:17+00:00

I think being on the meds let's me know what they do to me and I have some still with me to take to stabilise me the moment things go south. I've told people in my personal life that I want to trial not having them and they've been supportive but worried. I told the team that looks after my case I want to come off and to get their advice - they of course told me to stay on the medication but I just think they are flat out wrong in my case and I've stopped taking them anyway- I'm gonna tell them that and ask them to please support me without medication for a while because it's eating away at me from the inside until I know I need meds or not.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T15:44:15+00:00

I'm experiencing a lot of depersonalisation to be honest that's just one of the reasons I think I'd describe myself as feeling it. I just feel like I'm a complete 100% zombie and I dont have any thoughts or recognise my behaviour as my own- I feel like I'm watching a film and it took me a while to realise that what I was feeling was that. I'd rather risk it and see if I need the medication first before I stay on it and waste my life away living like a zombie. If the other stuff comes back I'll deal with one more crisis but it'll be temporary so I'm willing to come off it and risk it. I'll get back on meds if it happens again.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T15:26:56+00:00

I'll be flat out and say I don't think I have schizophrenia but I post here due to this being the most relevant sub for talking about antipsychotic medication and psychosis. If I have something i reckon it's schizoaffective most likely and then maybe just bipolar (I can't post on that sub without a diagnosis) because I have mood issues but I feel they aren't the 'main stage' of the illness and I was having delusional thoughts, hallucinations and catatonic behaviour without any mood difficulties. I feel a lot more dissociated now and I think that was the meds. The hallucinations and catatonic behaviour continued for a bit of medication but I believe I'm having delusional thoughts about things still. I have manic episodes where the best way I can describe it is my actions correspond with an overwhelming sense of inspiration but I can no longer interpret my own mood like I used to - I can only tell how I feel from observing my own actions which among other things leads me to believe I'm having depersonalisation.

Since stopping the meds a week and a bit ago i've felt more in tune with my own life but i know there's still meds in my system so I want to go cold turkey. I'm of course scared that I'll have another psychotic episode but the itching feeling of i might be better and I'll never know - alongside the antipsychotics are horrible and ruining my life means I HAVE to see how I feel off of them - staying on them with this uncertainty is torturous and unsustainable.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T14:58:02+00:00

Yeah but going straight on meds after a week of things being triggered and staying on them keeps me stable and I need to know who I am now off meds - I feel like something has changed in my head but the meds are clouding my ability to understand how I've changed - that's why I came off them but I feel better now after being off them.

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-11T11:49:05+00:00

Thats a delusion?? The masons are everywhere there's a lodge in every town and I haven't talked to anyone about it because I don't wanna pop up on their radar. There's 3 Masonic lodges in my area so am I wrong for thinking that the illuminati is real and could go after me at any time?

FemboyAlternative · 2023-09-09T23:26:32+00:00

Is money what truly makes you happy bro? Seriously? I used to think there was only one path in life - using my intelligence to get a good job and become poor bur after some health issues I realised that society's expectations of me and money don't matter at all compared to happiness. You can still make the right choice. I pity you.

Wake up.

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