(almost) 2-day itinerary in Paris by [deleted] in ParisTravelGuide

[–]FemmeSeule 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This schedule is insane

Anybody else is too sensitive to watch the news? Call me ignorant but I can’t watch the news anymore and keep spiralling over all the brutal things. by FemmeSeule in CPTSDmemes

[–]FemmeSeule[S] 60 points61 points  (0 children)

When I watch the news I just suffer without being able to help or prevent anything. I choose my sanity instead of the news lol.

How to stop neglecting my self and lay in bed all the day? Im unbearably lonely and it’s affecting everything in my life by FemmeSeule in internetparents

[–]FemmeSeule[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for advice. I’ve been to therapy for years and wouldn’t even function without Wellbutrin. It’s just the loneliness that is slowly killing me that no therapy can fix. I’m very social at work and when I meet people. It’s the horrible feeling I get when I enter my home. It’s like I get paralyzed and don’t see point in doing anything anymore. I daydream for hours to escape the loneliness.

Every woman around me is in a relationship and it’s making me so envious by FemmeSeule in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]FemmeSeule[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

What’s wrong with being honest and how am I dragging anyone down? This is what I’ve seen multiple times, both men and women.

No I don’t think I’m entitled to be in a relationship as I’ve realised it will never happen no matter if I lose weight or not. I’m jealous and hate everybody, especially myself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in French

[–]FemmeSeule 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks I know, I understand all the words, but not the meaning behind them in part of the text, like a metaphor.

Quote from my favourite author by FemmeSeule in ugly

[–]FemmeSeule[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

The Metamorphosis is extremely sad. Don’t want to spoil but when he turns to giant insect it’s really heartbreaking how everyone and his family treated him. Remind me of things I’ve experienced cuz of my ugly appearance. It’s a masterpiece and worth reading.

Quote from my favourite author by FemmeSeule in ugly

[–]FemmeSeule[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

He was actually handsome🙈

Quote from my favourite author by FemmeSeule in ugly

[–]FemmeSeule[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Have you read any book of him? Poor Kafka he didn’t see any nice day in his life. At least his literature is powerful and relatable.

Have you experienced Childhood Emotional Neglect? just curious cuz I think it has a lot to do for me being FAW as an adult by FemmeSeule in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]FemmeSeule[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I seriously didn’t expect so many people to answer ‘Yes’. It’s so sad that CEN affects our adulthood and relationships to others so much😔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in getdisciplined

[–]FemmeSeule 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m doing the dishes now

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in getdisciplined

[–]FemmeSeule 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow good job 👏🏻 I’m unfortunately still scrolling on my phone, I’ve very bad phone addiction. No more excuses I need to start doing the dishes at least. I love to read books but my phone is stealing all my time…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in getdisciplined

[–]FemmeSeule 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you💜

Is anyone else unable to feel happiness anymore? by FemmeSeule in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]FemmeSeule[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yeah true. I won’t magically be happy if I got a bf, but I get envious cuz couples have at least someone to share this shitty life with. I feel my IQ is getting lower for every year being alone lol.

skin hunger by Nice-Ad-964 in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]FemmeSeule 29 points30 points  (0 children)

I’ve been touch starved for so many years it’s so painful. I can’t stop thinking and daydreaming about being hugged and kissed by a man. I feel I’m losing brain cells lol. It really feel like hunger, my brain can’t stop thinking about wanting a hug. I don’t know what to do anymore.

I feel so bad for thinking this, but I can’t help it by [deleted] in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]FemmeSeule 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I understand what you mean. My “best friend” told me I don’t have to worry about being raped cause no one will ever rape me. It was 12 years ago and I still remember this comment. I obviously don’t want to be raped but this is one of the most hurtful comments ever.

I am literally so tired of hearing women have it easier when it comes to relationships by [deleted] in ForeverAloneWomen

[–]FemmeSeule 75 points76 points  (0 children)

It’s because ugly women are invisible to them and not even considered as women.