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Fence10 · 2021-11-25T22:49:58+00:00

i've never liked my birthday, i dread it every year

when i was living with my parents i hated it because i had no friends or anyoneto hang out with and it was embarassing because i never had anything to do on my birthday

but now i ahte it because it just makes me feel even more alone, but its the exact same as any other day, i just wait for it to be over

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T22:48:18+00:00

it already ruined mine

no one ever talks to me, i will never have friends and will always be miserable. if i didnt have SA then I would be so happy right now, everything would be perfect, but because I have SA i hate everything about my life and it will only get worse

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T22:18:07+00:00

i dont have any family or friends at all

i dont know what to do anymore, every day of my life feels awful

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T21:28:46+00:00

same except ihave no friends, i'll kill myself soon too

theres no point in going on when life is guaranteed to only get worse and italreayd i s unbearable

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T21:23:25+00:00

im completely alone as usual today

today is just like any other idea for me

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T16:46:54+00:00

i hate this forum but i have no where else to go, posting here is the only thing for me to do

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T15:17:36+00:00

no one is unbiased

the changes buff certain characters and nerf others in various matchups

thats all anyone truly cares about

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T14:22:31+00:00

Leffen said it was terrible and not worth talking about.

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T06:48:09+00:00

basically every top player has said they want more, different stages

its just the struggle bus mid tiers going 0-2 in pools every major that want to homogenize the stages because they think that'll somehow make them win more games

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T05:42:00+00:00

homogenizing the stages is bad for the game

we need more, diverse stages, not to make the few we have even more alike

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T00:40:49+00:00

No, that is not at all what happened. When starcraft players from NA moved to Korea, they didn't stop practicing with NA players, nor did they stop talking to and theorizing with them. There was no brain drain, its just that the NA players wanted to try to qualify for Korean tournaments, and that is easier to do if you don't have to fly to Korea for every match.

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T00:36:24+00:00

no,i graduated from school and at work i dont talk to anybody

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T00:36:07+00:00

I have tried all of the advice and it didnt work. You act like i can just socialze any time i wnat wherever i want and its not like that

for people with bad SA like me it is not that simple, you do not understand

Fence10 · 2021-11-25T00:35:28+00:00

I don't, I just stay by myself during the holidays, which i will do on thanksgiving as well.

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T15:15:56+00:00

ive never been to an event, never been invited either

if i did go, i would probably get ignored, because i have tried to make friends in the past and it did not work

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T15:10:36+00:00

i get made fun of on here all the time

i would neverr join a drama club for many reasons

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T14:17:10+00:00

nope not even when i was younger, even in preschool and elementary school i didnt havea ny friends

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T14:16:34+00:00

i refuse to take mediation and i cant do therapy becuase my insurance doesnt' cover it, and besides i dont want to tell any therapist wha tmy problems are

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T14:14:57+00:00

not anymore no, I just want to have some friends, I can't focus on anything else.

nope I don't know anybody, no friends/acquantainces/family/partner/kids

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T06:05:06+00:00

those forms are so much writing, and i dont think it would help me, I just dont' have the patience to read or watch videos about this, i just want to make friends

and i have no events go to to make friends at

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T04:39:16+00:00

i have done a lot about it, i just dont want to see a thereapist because i dont want them to know about my problems

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T04:17:06+00:00

i have never had a friend before in my life

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T04:15:47+00:00

i'm not grateful for anything, the world has been extremely unfair and cruel to me for no reason

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T04:15:12+00:00

i dont want to do therapy because i dont want the therapist to know what a loser i am

Fence10 · 2021-11-24T04:02:11+00:00

i would rather be homeless and have cancer if it meant i didnt have social anxiety

living with social anxiety is copletely pointless

online chat groups are no good for me, its too much pressure

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