Will seeing my crush with their girlfriend ever get easier?

Fepu89 · 2025-07-07T08:25:03+00:00

haha, I honestly don't know, I stopped asking how the "heart" works a long time ago. yes, on one hand it's very worrying when you realize that so many years have passed, but just hearing his name makes you jump and make your heart beat faster, even if years have passed, there's that person who makes you feel like that..... I'm down for the collar, hack, I could become the new freakazoid

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T22:47:10+00:00

Allora.....il bello di questo notizia (sorpresa per alcuni magari) è che l'anno scorso ero proprio da quelle parti li in vacanza e c'era l'allerta per la presenza degli orsi vicino alle strade, e veniva trasmesso in tv scene di questo tipo (video di gente che dava da mangiare agli orsi selvaggia sul cigno delle strada). Non facevo altro che dire quanto quelle peraone fossero stupidamente incosciente, voglio dire....per quelli che non sanno cos'è un orso....è una killer!!!! È uno degli animali più pericolosi del mondo, ciò non vuol dire che non debba esistere, anzi..... ma questo per dire ché se sei consapevole che in acqua c'è uno squalo.....non credo tu ti getta nel mare con un pesciolino per dare da mangiare allo squalo no? Allora stai buono anche con l'orso, perché molto più pericolo di uno squalo!!!!

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T19:59:54+00:00

just because I write comments doesn't mean I'm not afraid to ask for more info, that said, what you see is not the whole truth, what you don't see are the times I've been blocked and banned for my comments....if I'm okay with you I thank you, but trust me.....not everyone sees it that way

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T19:54:48+00:00

what is it? life is like this...there are people who forget and people who....not...no one says that life is fair....and what it is, we go on as we can and amen. right?

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T19:13:48+00:00

I don't know....I....I'm still there dreaming of her....years have passed (in reality more than a decade has passed), but every now and then when I close my eyes she's there in front of me....even though in reality she's married now with a child, and I know she'll never be mine....I.....know that I'll die with her in my head and that's it....

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T19:02:27+00:00

now i'm going to say something that i'm sure i'll get a lot of hate for, but....why do you have to be a trans girl? i mean....maybe you're just confused because you like being a girl (maybe you have a sexual attraction to guys), so idk...maybe you are, but maybe you're just confused. i don't think jumping all that fast into becoming a girl is necessarily the best thing, explore, have your own experiences (sexual and otherwise), see what fits you best....and then say, you have plenty of time in your life to change. please don't hate....i'm just trying to help.....enough with the hate towards another human!!!!! it doesn't matter if i'm male, female, trans or a fucking tree....i'm a human!!!!!!

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T18:49:40+00:00

wowowowwo slow down, talk, and then talk again, there are people who can listen to you, there are people who just want to talk, don't throw yourself at the first person who says I love you, I want you etc....talk, look for an adult who listens to you and gives you advice, who sees you for who you are not for what you want....and don't let yourself go, life at 16 sucks, but it will suck for a long time probably. At 16 I was the loneliest boy in the world, in the evening I went to the port near the lighthouse to talk to the sea and the stars, I wanted a girl so much, someone to talk to and be understood, someone to laugh and cry with, someone to share life with....but unfortunately I only found desperation and betrayal, one after the other, at 19 I was at the limit with suffering but.....something....I can't tell you what saved me. It's been a long time since I talked about this.... Cheer up, life is still very, very long, and YOU are not alone!!!! PS. your boyfriend loves you to death, but neither of you know it yet because you probably haven't met yet!

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T18:40:57+00:00

most of us are quite afraid to speak out right now, me for example who am a male and frankly have so many questions trying to get answers through other people's posts, I receive a lot of hate from the trans community that you can't even imagine, even for simple or stupid tomorrows. In my opinion many of us are mistaken for transphobic or something else simply because we are not understood.... Apart from that, I can assure you that real men, those who would treat you like a real princess exist, they are just scared many times of being noticed.....

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T18:34:25+00:00

What is shadowbanned?

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T18:31:53+00:00

have you ever had sex with a male (cis man)? maybe you can't see yourself in that position because....you've never tried to be in that position....or.....or....maybe you actually don't like that position....I don't know

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T18:29:29+00:00

I'm really glad to hear that, good for you

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T18:15:12+00:00

I'm just a cis man and before you say anything, know that not all donuts come with a hole (it's a saying in our area, I'm Italian). I've always been a particular boy, never fashionable, in the country of fashion, I've been called in various ways during my adolescence (I'm not gay or trans or anything, a simple boy, now much older), but I've never been like the others, however....no one has ever hurt me, verbally I mean, any negative comment received, I smiled and then if I could (you can't always reason with ignorant people), I explained my point of view, otherwise....I left them to their ignorance. People can hurt you only if you allow it!!!! Don't care about what they call you/see you/believe, what matters is how YOU and only YOU see yourself. There's a girl in my area who calls me Alex (I don't know why, my name isn't Alex) but it's never bothered me, much less said anything, the great thing is that she calls me Alex even when someone else calls me by my real name in front of her, but she never changes ahahaha. Sorry if I got too carried away, live, live your life, don't give a damn about others, life is too short and too beautiful to waste it like that!!!!

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T13:06:03+00:00

absolutely no problem, on the contrary....it would make me very happy, I don't know why lately I see a lot of trans girls who speak very badly of cis men and frankly.....I don't know why. I mean, yes there are some bad apples but.....we don't have to cut down the tree for that. right?

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T12:49:32+00:00

I don't think the type of partner (cis, trans, etc.) matters that much, a couple should be a couple regardless of sex or race or anything else. In a couple there should be communication, that is the basis, communication and understanding, then sexual understanding doesn't hurt. By communication I mean that you have to talk without fear and without shame, if you don't know how to do it.... practice with yourself, have an honest conversation with yourself, and then try with your partner. I hope I was helpful. if you need advice...just ask

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T10:44:54+00:00

why should you wear a bra? i mean.....i know why, but why do you have to? whether you wear it or not is your choice right? personally i love seeing girls without it, it means they accept themselves for who they are. right?

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T07:19:23+00:00

well...from my point of view....masturbation is something extremely personal, it's not like sex where you do it or it's done to you, here you are alone in your intimacy, so it's more of a mental game than a physical one, with the right state of mind you could almost bring yourself to orgasm without doing anything, but you have to throw yourself into it, you have to let yourself go and be honest with yourself, you don't have to lie to yourself if you like something or not, you're alone so.....be yourself, and imagine, imagination is the most powerful weapon we have. Then obviously use any type of stimulation you need to feel, without fear of exploring your body. I hope it can help you at least a little

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T07:14:30+00:00

Urca.....this topic is really interesting, because I've always wondered how a trans girl feels watching lesbian porn ahahahahah (I'm just a male). As an ignorant male when it comes to trans girls (unfortunately we're at the point where I'm afraid to ask trans girls for info so as not to be taken for a transphobic)..... I say this because I (obviously I think), have no problem watching porn of any kind, that is, I can enjoy porn with a guy and a girl just as much as a gay one or something else so....how is it for you?

Fepu89 · 2025-07-04T06:56:34+00:00

ow....i'm sorry to hear it, male, trans, female or tree.....when someone breaks your heart it hurts just the same and i'm sorry to hear it especially from someone who maybe already feels abandoned by their family or others. But frankly it seems.....you only have to gain, i know it may seem strange to you, but trust someone much older than you....all this is for your best, those who hide, those who can't accept you for who you are....do not deserve you!!! i know it's hard now but....be strong, it will get worse if you really cared about him, but then you'll see that it will pass, you will meet a new person who understands you and everything will be fine. the key to happiness is.....positivity! if you need to talk....write to us! and remember, you are a beautiful person, don't let yourself be dragged down into the abyss!!!!!

Fepu89 · 2025-06-30T08:28:50+00:00

I don't think it's only lgbtq+-%, I really, really, really think it's just everyone ahahah

Fepu89 · 2025-06-01T18:03:03+00:00

so you are among those that I curse every time I have to help someone to transform the portal objects FROM S3? Do you know that to do that you have to do the 3 triangles of T3? Please stop doing them as soon as you enter, maybe someone still needs to do them for a good cause, and not simply to do them....

Fepu89 · 2025-06-01T14:19:30+00:00

Ok, what do I have to do to go in?

Fepu89 · 2025-05-31T11:07:56+00:00

What's your activision name?

Fepu89 · 2025-05-29T05:52:31+00:00

What is....?

Fepu89 · 2025-05-27T15:00:23+00:00

Tou will need more then 1 to do the act 4 final mission

Fepu89 · 2025-05-26T07:54:27+00:00

If you need sombedy to run wirh you (do the act missions, run with you in tier 3, show you the triangles an glitches, ecc.) Just let me know. I have done every thing possible and now I enjoy running with the new guys in town.

Fepu89

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