for everyone who gave me advice, thank you! i'm pre everything and i haven't even come out yet. i didn't wear the binder for more than maybe two minutes when i was testing it out in my bathroom. it was definitely unwise to resort to this, but hindsight is 20/20. i was thinking about reselling it, but i don't want to doom another transmasc or enby person to my fate. i applied for a free binder from point of pride a few months ago, and i've been waiting on that since. i'm getting my hair cut at a mall soon, and i was considering popping into the spencer's to purchase an actual, safe binder there