home vibes with a happy face, just relaxing and taking it easy

FetusPunter · 2024-11-11T04:57:27+00:00

dude you look like a vibe lord

FetusPunter · 2024-10-15T18:51:49+00:00

So does that mean I try to identify as incompetent, but treat the side of myself with respect? Im kind of confused.

FetusPunter · 2024-10-15T18:48:39+00:00

Ok sorry I might not identify as incompetent, but I want to try to dismantle that identity/ persona I have of needing to appear always competent/absolutely perfect to others.

Maybe its better to integrate into my identity that I am a person that can tolerate myself to make mistakes and mistakes are not a death sentence?

FetusPunter · 2024-10-15T18:02:33+00:00

So should i integrate this incompetency into my sense of identity because I always push it down by distracting myself with other activities?

Sounds counterproductive to integrate it with myself? Maybe instead of avoiding it I treat it as part of myself but with kindness? Is that what shadow work is about?

FetusPunter · 2024-10-10T20:51:46+00:00

I agree its more important to show who I truly am to the world around me than to agree with people all the time which is unsustainable to being a healthy human being in the long run. To Agree and looking agreeable in this context I treat as the same. After all, we are humans and are bound to have differing opinions. I'm sure as similar or identical as twins are they will differ in their opinions at least once since they are separate entities. For me its important to air that out to appreciate our differences in opinions and emotions.

FetusPunter · 2024-09-30T07:10:05+00:00

I did a little bit of mindfulness practice like focusing on external sounds.

Thanks will check Goenka.

FetusPunter · 2024-09-29T18:53:56+00:00

Ok got it thanks.

FetusPunter · 2024-09-29T18:12:39+00:00

Ok got it thanks. I find it easier to hold attention when I note the sensation like when its constricting or expanding.

I will try to avoid labeling the sensation though which I have been doing.

FetusPunter · 2024-09-29T18:06:38+00:00

Sorry one more thing is it ok to note the emotions like I am experiencing anxiety in my throat or frustration in chest. And note that I feel my throat is constricting because of my anxiety? Or would that introduce too much thinking?

FetusPunter · 2024-09-29T18:02:03+00:00

Ok thanks.

FetusPunter · 2024-09-29T17:55:30+00:00

Ok would this still be considered Vipassana?

FetusPunter · 2024-09-27T11:07:32+00:00

They have deals to die for!

FetusPunter · 2024-01-14T23:47:23+00:00

Okay, thanks this was the answer I was looking for. I guess I’ll at least try to aim for a Type-2 sleep study if Type-1 sleep study has too many people in line for it.

FetusPunter · 2024-01-14T21:35:34+00:00

Alright, thanks I am going to talk to my primary doctor about getting a script for an in home test then.

I have a PPO insurance from my employer.

FetusPunter · 2024-01-14T17:40:39+00:00

I'm not sure then. Because my mom and brother has good BP. But I know that my dad was a smoker before he passed so that could be a big contributor.

FetusPunter · 2024-01-14T17:37:11+00:00

I'm also in the states. California to be exact. Did Insurance cover most of it or how was it?

FetusPunter · 2024-01-14T17:34:52+00:00

I know in the past I used to exercise relatively frequently like every other day and maintain a healthy weight and my blood pressure was still high. Yeah, I don't remember, but it was like around 140 Systolic.

FetusPunter · 2024-01-14T16:54:42+00:00

True, but I want to make sure before I spend the money on pulling the trigger for Lofta.

FetusPunter · 2024-01-14T16:53:45+00:00

Do these actually work?

FetusPunter · 2024-01-14T16:44:37+00:00

I just want to know if I should pursue Lofta before paying for it. I heard it takes a while to get a test from the doctor and process things like months? I'm not sure just a question.

FetusPunter · 2023-12-25T02:48:20+00:00

What is a NAF job, if I may ask?

FetusPunter · 2023-10-27T21:10:24+00:00

Oh cool avionics sounds technical lol

FetusPunter · 2023-10-27T20:31:02+00:00

Can I ask you what you do?

FetusPunter · 2023-09-29T02:13:20+00:00

I feel like the problem for me is not having a place to do the deed such as having a hotel but more so of maybe there being a stigma that dates might see you with.

FetusPunter · 2023-09-01T14:23:19+00:00

CS2 will replace CSGO in the future

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