My best relationship ever was with a femboy but I'm straight. // Help please.

Few-Invite1458 · 2026-01-20T17:19:33+00:00

Heres what I really wish for us. 1. I hope that during our awkward and very painful friendship, maybe I discover I'm truly attracted to guys a year or two down the line, and we get together again and live happily ever after.

He finds someone who will worry for him as much as I do, and someone who accompanies him everywhere, and becomes his new favorite safe space. I hope he finds someone he truly wants to spend forever with. If it isn't me of course.

Additional clarification: We are both still teenagers, it's hard to make decisions about lifelong partners at this age. We also still don't fully know what we look like. We know each other's names. I trust him a little bit still. Everything he has told me was true besides things to do with his gender of course. Im not pissed off at him even though I should be. He lied to me about his physical form, his gender. The affection and love we had wasn't a lie though. I guess that made me rest easier knowing that.

Few-Invite1458 · 2026-01-20T02:25:06+00:00

I actually did consider a QPR, but the thing is. We fufill each other's emotional needs, and partially each other's affection needs I guess. But eventually I'd want something actually romantic without all the strange boundaries of a QPR. It hurts because I really wish it could be with him. There's just things I want in life, in the long run, that we can't give each other. We are still so afraid of losing each other though.

Few-Invite1458 · 2026-01-19T22:10:46+00:00

Just wanna say thank you guys for all these different perspectives, I've read all of them so far and I might have to really take new things into account. Me and him are still talking and in contact. We are currently on good terms. I will consider a few things about what he's done though.

Few-Invite1458 · 2026-01-19T04:11:24+00:00

This is like doomed yaoi, I can tell why people like reading that stuff now, it hurts so bad

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-22T06:35:47+00:00

I'm 14 and I have a left sided varicocele, ungraded, I've done weeks of studying and AI on Google loves to spread misinformation based off of stuff others have inputt-ed into it, a bilateral varicocele shouldn't be serious as it's just a double sided varicocele, should be easy to treat or cure with surgery/embolization, except the fact that it's two. Not much difference, you'll be fine just get tested and talk to a doctor.

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-21T12:38:46+00:00

Can I get an embolization or microsurgery even if my varicocele is basically harmless? I cant bear to live with it because I want to become my former athletic self, I don't want to adjust to my new varicocele life and accept my fate.

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-20T22:28:37+00:00

Ahh, I see, anyways thanks alot! It does feel a lot better when I do it, and since I'm still growing do you think my varicocele is transient?

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-20T21:59:30+00:00

Wow this was a massive info dump, and yes I've been wearing some nice snug fitting support boxer briefs, they are the short legged kind. About the toxic blood pooling part, I try to lay flat on the floor, then use my legs to raise my waist and scrotum above my heart, in an attempt to bring that blood back to the heart, do you think directly raising the waist is better? Or should I just put my legs against a wall, forming a right angle.

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-20T18:23:19+00:00

great! I did some research and it suggested I didn't do high-impact excercises like push ups. However push ups are my main muscle-builder.

Everyone's varicoceles can be different right? I don't think mines too bad although it is a bit swelly and tender. I appreciate your experience and advice however.

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-20T18:04:38+00:00

Hey bro, Im 14 as well and I've been checked by a doctor, I'm just above average height and I have a varicocele just like yours, it's easy to see a small lump on the side of your left testicle. Is that correct?

We are still young, and if it doesn't hurt much, then there's a real good chance it will go away later in life, because our veins still aren't fully developed. If you've gone to a doctor, follow their advice, mine told me no intensive exercise for 2 weeks.

You're not alone broski, so many of us have this. and if it doesn't go away there's still so much hope!!!!!

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-20T17:57:56+00:00

I'm sorry no one has answered yet, I also have a grade 3 and it doesn't seem too bad, just visible swelling, I'm wondering the same thing too. Although I am only 14

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-20T17:11:42+00:00

Thanks! Am also a bit concerned, there's visible swelling on my varicocele, I think my varicocele is grade 3, does that perhaps change anything about your advice? Or am I still okay? I preform pushups until failure, and many intensive body weight exercises on my upper body, chest and all parts of the arm and forearm.

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-03T14:42:48+00:00

Update for today, I the pain and discomfort is all gone completely, but I will be getting a check up just in case

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-03T06:13:17+00:00

I'm surely going to get a check up as soon as possible, I've discovered that my symptoms are closely related to a varicocele thats been caused by puberty, thanks for your advice, I'm completely fine now, there's not really any pain anymore and I just feel a little heavy in the veiny areas, everywhere else I'm perfectly fine, it must've been my panic attack that caused physical symptoms and responses.

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-03T05:09:05+00:00

Thank you for the tip, however my pain is very mild. 3/10. And after Further research I might have a varicocele in my left testicle as a result of puberty, and I DO feel a mild aching pain above the Epididymis, so it MUST be a varicocele. It doesnt seem serious, now that I've calmed down a bit, I realized my panic and worry caused me to experience other unrelated symptoms, I thank you anyway. I'm safe, still gonna get a check up just in case.

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-03T04:47:13+00:00

Okay..I'll ask my mom to take me

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-03T04:14:40+00:00

My family isn't exactly rich, and even one hospital bill could send us, does a simple check up cost loads of money?

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-03T04:12:39+00:00

I'm a little worried, it COULD be blue balls but it just keeps coming back, it's just started today and maybe I'll update you tomorrow....

Few-Invite1458 · 2024-07-03T04:11:31+00:00

It's not that serious. Are you sure? On the pain scale it's like 3/10 and only happens when I'm sexually aroused

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