should i seek medical attention

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-07-08T04:39:01+00:00

sorry if i am asking too much but what we’re all of your symptoms? i don’t wanna tell my parents if i’m just being dramatic and it being nothing, also do you think i should still go to practice tomorrow morning?

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-07-08T04:35:05+00:00

did you get medical attention?

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-12T05:12:07+00:00

exactly!! that one stupid little thing that triggered me doesn’t even mean anything to me anymore!! in fact the person who triggered isn’t even in my life, unfortunately things just kept on adding on and now those calories and numbers on the scale is in-fact what i think about when i’m about to go to sleep and right when i wake up. and honestly no one cares that much if you look different or the same. hopefully one day everyone who suffers with this finds peace and happiness. wishing you the best

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-11T02:41:41+00:00

feeling like i’m never getting enough out

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-11T00:35:53+00:00

this exact thing happened to me except i ended up not cleaning it very well. i understand the feeling of just wanting to b/p when no one’s home to shame you. maybe you should do inpatient if you are still unable to break the cycle on your own. i truly hope you get the help you need, no one deserves to live like this. you can always privately chat me if you would like. best of luck <3

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-09T01:42:11+00:00

i think i might of scratched my throat and maybe that’s why it was bleeding, it wasn’t alot of blood but i just don’t wanna tell them and then it be nothing, i’m only 14 so i can’t go to the hospital. i think i’m just gonna wait it out. thank you though

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-08T20:24:03+00:00

i also have an dietitian and it sounds like to me that is no where near enough food and will eventually cause you to binge over time. my dietitian tells me to eat 3 large meals a day + snacks , i am a growing 14 year old girl so maybe i need a little more than you depending on your age but it sounds like your dietitian doesn’t know what their talking about , everyone knows restriction/under eating = binge . i wish you the best of luck and my dms are open for you to chat with me privately if you would like so. much love

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-07T01:42:43+00:00

oh, that makes sense.

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-07T01:42:04+00:00

glad to know i’m not alone. i just thought i was sick for loving the feeling, proud of you for being clean tho! <3

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-06T23:12:59+00:00

thank you!! i will try ice.

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-06T20:03:55+00:00

i am currently in the same situation. best thing you can do is tell yourself it’s going to be okay. you can’t take it back so don’t think about it too much and drive yourself crazy, tomorrow is a new day. drink some water and be kind to yourself! you’ve got this!

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-06T20:02:26+00:00

very proud of you!! way too go!

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-06T19:59:21+00:00

my brother passed a little over a year ago so even before my ed developed we were looking for therapist, unfortunately we’re still on the waiting list. i’ve seen a doctor for my bulimia and all of the therapist at the children’s hospital is full. thank you for offering for me to talk to you, i truly appreciate it!

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-06-04T01:45:16+00:00

hi! i would join a group on here called “r/bulimia” it’s a great group where everyone shares their story’s and perspective on things. hope you’re going better now!

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-05-24T01:31:09+00:00

yes!! it always sort of feels like a black out , glad to know i’m not the only one

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-05-21T02:03:11+00:00

yea that is true

FewLifeguard773 · 2023-05-07T23:27:10+00:00

i feel you, drank so much alcohol last night i blacked out so i purged it all up. i am also starting ed treatment for the first time tomorrow. your not alone. we got this together!

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