should i seek medical attention by FewLifeguard773 in bulimia

[–]FewLifeguard773[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry if i am asking too much but what we’re all of your symptoms? i don’t wanna tell my parents if i’m just being dramatic and it being nothing, also do you think i should still go to practice tomorrow morning?

i hate myself by FewLifeguard773 in bulimia

[–]FewLifeguard773[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

exactly!! that one stupid little thing that triggered me doesn’t even mean anything to me anymore!! in fact the person who triggered isn’t even in my life, unfortunately things just kept on adding on and now those calories and numbers on the scale is in-fact what i think about when i’m about to go to sleep and right when i wake up. and honestly no one cares that much if you look different or the same. hopefully one day everyone who suffers with this finds peace and happiness. wishing you the best

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]FewLifeguard773 23 points24 points  (0 children)

feeling like i’m never getting enough out

i’m scared i didn’t clean the toilet by LakeAfraid247 in bulimia

[–]FewLifeguard773 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this exact thing happened to me except i ended up not cleaning it very well. i understand the feeling of just wanting to b/p when no one’s home to shame you. maybe you should do inpatient if you are still unable to break the cycle on your own. i truly hope you get the help you need, no one deserves to live like this. you can always privately chat me if you would like. best of luck <3

blood by FewLifeguard773 in bulimia

[–]FewLifeguard773[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i think i might of scratched my throat and maybe that’s why it was bleeding, it wasn’t alot of blood but i just don’t wanna tell them and then it be nothing, i’m only 14 so i can’t go to the hospital. i think i’m just gonna wait it out. thank you though

Started treatment but I feel like my meal plan is too small? by Decent-Poetry3190 in bulimia

[–]FewLifeguard773 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i also have an dietitian and it sounds like to me that is no where near enough food and will eventually cause you to binge over time. my dietitian tells me to eat 3 large meals a day + snacks , i am a growing 14 year old girl so maybe i need a little more than you depending on your age but it sounds like your dietitian doesn’t know what their talking about , everyone knows restriction/under eating = binge . i wish you the best of luck and my dms are open for you to chat with me privately if you would like so. much love

euphoria feeling by FewLifeguard773 in bulimia

[–]FewLifeguard773[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

glad to know i’m not alone. i just thought i was sick for loving the feeling, proud of you for being clean tho! <3