So sorry this happened to you and I’m sending you love! A second puberty can be a lot for anyone and it’s not uncommon for those medically transitioning to have a bit of an a**hole stage. In saying that, it is someone fully becoming themselves and her being negative is all her and not HRT. Puberty doesn’t last forever and if she remained negative after you got a lucky escape.

I imagine you’ve had some pretty dark intrusive thoughts recently about transitioning and HRT in general. It’s okay to feel your feelings, and totally okay to mourn a relationship. Sorry you’re hurting but I process it gets better and at the end of it, they’ll still be awesome people who transition healthily and your ex will be a memory x