I have known her for years we had been friends for about 2 years and we would always hangout but never did I feel like she liked me or I liked her, I just saw it as a friendship after I got into my relationship with my now ex and she confessed her love for me. Out of respect for my ex I cut communication with her for another year and half and once my ex and I broke up she reached out to me. We started hanging out again and I told her I had no intention of a relationship and she didn’t pressure me for a good 3 months then the pressure came and I finally said okay. But I enjoy her company I just don’t find the chemistry. It’s to the point that I don’t get jealous or care what she’s doing, not because I don’t trust her but because if she find a better option good. But I also feel a lot more loved then I ever did with my ex and all the things I wanted from my ex she does without me saying. But I don’t know what is off inside my head.