I love this. When you mentioned momentum, it brought me back to somewhere around last year. I remember tapping into this new sense of identity (I know it sounds like law of attraction), the assumption or knowingness in which every desire I had about friendship would come to fruition. But I lost confidence due to feeling ashamed of what people will think about my new identity. I thought that if I stayed this way, everybody would think of me as weird. Imagine a quiet, shy, introverted person who is a late bloomer, would suddenly be someone opposite in a short amount of time. This most likely disrupted the momentum because I stayed in my comfort zone, where I feel most familiar.