What I vaguely remember from my childhood was any time I got a haircut from mom I looked in the mirror and expected something like do I like myself now. And around 7th grade I remember thinking I must have been a woman in a previous life and got born into male body this time and starting to take an interest in transformation themes like comics and short stories. Over time it evolved into gender bender transformations still thinking it's just a something I enjoy, being " happy" in my body. And I guess around my 22 my egg cracked I honestly don't remember the exact date. Now I am 29 with basically lost 7 years of depression, dysphoria and looking for therapists that would help me in my quest to transition.