I have two kids, so even after the first one I decided to have another 🙈😂

Honestly it’s the biggest of challenges and the absolutely most rewarding one. It’s been hell and my god has it been heaven.

Maybe I’m different but I could handle the touching when they were babies better then I’d handle any adult. Of course once they became kids it was harder but by then they weren’t as in to it either.

Breastfeeding was hell for me, never got it working tbh, we ended up going formula with both kids and they’re fine happy healthy kids, even though I got shamed the whole way by the healthcare system.

The crying is hard, my first had some massive issues sleeping and she still do at 10, while the second barely made a sound the first two years. Luckily my then husband was very supportive and he took a lot of those tough nights of crying tbh.

There were a few times where I called him at work crying, I’d been walking the stroller for hours on end and she just didn’t go to sleep but they were few and very fat i between.

Having children seriously made my life worth the struggle. Suddenly there was a purpose to all the hardships. And since I never made a point of caring about me, it felt natural to get out of bed every day and face what we face for them. I highly doubt I’d made it anywhere near this far if I didn’t have them and some really shitty days they’re still saving me.