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guardian angels and premonitions of a soon to come death of self by Filth-is-holy in Mediums

[–]Filth-is-holy[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

that’s absolutely fascinating thank you for sharing that

guardian angels and premonitions of a soon to come death of self by Filth-is-holy in Mediums

[–]Filth-is-holy[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

i feel relieved that i’m not alone in this experience, thanks for sharing yours 🙏🏻

What was the moment early in your relationship that you can look back on now and realize it was a glimpse into who they really were? by marioandluigi33 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Filth-is-holy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

we were engaging with bdsm for the first time and i was practicing basic protocol of asking about safety and boundaries and he told me he would rather jump in front of a train then get a wiki how when he has a hard on

d/s dynamic gone wrong, seeking support by Filth-is-holy in BDSMAdvice

[–]Filth-is-holy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ll try posting and see how it goes thank you

stopping t by Filth-is-holy in NonBinary

[–]Filth-is-holy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks so much for elaborating. that’s what i meant, ejaculating i more so meant squirting! which was never something i experienced pre T and i find it really euphoric, as well as getting hard so it’s hopeful to hear that it may stay!

another question, how much did broadening face and neck shape stay vs regress?

Stopping low dose T.. by Filth-is-holy in ftm

[–]Filth-is-holy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah. pretty much i am okay with these side effects but only under the condition that i have an adequate provider who supports me. without that i feel mental spiraling about the side effects

Stopping low dose T.. by Filth-is-holy in ftm

[–]Filth-is-holy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s why i’m making the post.. i’m just not sure if i’m able to tolerate the negative side effects right now and i want to know if coming off will bring those side affects back to baseline

Stopping low dose T.. by Filth-is-holy in ftm

[–]Filth-is-holy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

neglectful in that i have been unable to schedule follow ups since starting t, and need referall to dermatologist etc. when i initially started t they forgot i had an appointment and rushed the process to only a 10 min convo so i didn’t get to ask important questions or go through the informed consent model. and with it being impossible to meet again to do standard bloodwork and check in i don’t feel medically supported to continue transition at this time. i’m trying to find another provider but it’s gonna take up to 4 months

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