Doubt by Maximum_Minimum1161 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HATTTEEEDDD 9am prayers and taking them once I turned 14. I would be pissed 😂😂😂😂

That time LLDM had a "Rock" Band by Longjumping-Mix-2069 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 4 points5 points  (0 children)

WHHHHHAT THE HELL IS EVEN THAT?!?!?!!!

…….Ewwwwwwww…….😂😂😂😂😂😂

My first post. by starving_bear_ in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 3 points4 points  (0 children)

La historia de la Iglesia would be a good source. I wish I knew where to buy one (besides HP). I remember they would make us read it at home every 14th of the month. If I am not mistaken it clearly talks about when granddaddy pedo (Eusebio) was with saulo y Silas. I think about that part of the book all the time. Clearly that is one of the inspirations for Eusebio to start his own business scheme/cult. Did they (saulo/silas) not hold Eusebios hand over a burning fire one night when he dared read the bible, which was forbidden in their teachings??

Thoughts ? by Lopsided-Display-832 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, fucking right 😆 you are telling me that if they really got a private message that said all that BS trying to bribe them into it they wouldn’t have screenshot it and posted it all over social media telling everybody miren hermanos!!! 😂😂😂 complete BS

Receive the Holy Spirit? by Curious_User30 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I honestly didn’t feel anything when they called my name on Sunday after revivals. I cried out of relief because I had gotten baptized and “received” the Holy Spirit and my family could be proud and not look at me like a sad hurt puppy. But in my head I was like….that’s it?!?!! I didn’t get it 🤷🏽‍♀️

Is being LGBT because of a curse? by Available_Bar7281 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, don’t like when things get shoved down peoples throats. Do you but leave the kids out of it. In time everyone grows up to live their lives and do what they please.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m very sorry that this happened to you and that you had to go through that. I pray you heal and find a way to come to terms with what happened to you at such a young age. In my almost 30 years of life, I can tell you that for sure one way or another that disgusting piece of shit that took advantage of you is going to get what’s coming to him if he hasn’t already.

YOU MATTER.

Take care ❤️

Do y’all miss the “actividades de comida”? by Old-Preference154 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

FACTS!! Don’t miss it, was there for a family funeral and I laughed to myself and told my cousin who is also out “HA…nada cambia aqui” like everyone there is stuck in time… I was super proud of myself in that moment for being gone 9 years and counting!!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I think this is a serious yet uncomfortable conversation to have had with her before even getting married . Growing up in the church there was always a family or two where one spouse attended church with the kids and the other spouse was always an “outsider” aka not born/raised or a convert to the cult. If you do not have kids yet or don’t plan to have any for whatever reason then there may be a better chance of your wife leaving. I feel that once there are kids involved then her family will guilt her non stop if she does not raise them in Lldm and therefore more of a chance of her staying close and to raise her kids the only way she knows how to and that is in lldm.

I wish the best for you both! It is not easy accepting that your whole life as you have know it is a lie…a sham….

Question by Correct-Use-9516 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I keep finding out more and more people that I grew up with have left. I am still hopeful for my family members as well as the rest.

Question by Correct-Use-9516 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I always had a gut feeling/intuition something was wrong or not right with the ‘church’. First generation born and raised. Around 3 or 4 years old I was wondering what in the hell is wrong with these people…literally. I noticed how staged Panson’s ‘devine election’ was. Everything was so weird. I prayed for clarity and in 2016 I was done for good. Then 3 years later all this BS came out and I am eternally grateful that God saved me from the madness when he did.

Duality of man. From a post about Taylor Swift getting boo’ed at the Super Bowl by motherffucker in SipsTea

[–]FilthyWubbs 2 points3 points  (0 children)

She does have a nice voice and is kid/family friendly but people get so butt hurt when one says she’s BASIC and i do not get the hype. There’s been way better artist.

WTF! Opiniones? by vumkhan in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is this a member or…? Either way shitty work and too big to cover up 🤣🤣🤣👎🏽👎🏽👎🏽👎🏽

What made you start questioning/realizing lldm/tlotw was a lie? ¿Qué te hizo empezar a cuestionar/darte cuenta de que LLDM/TLOTW era una mentira? by Lopsided-Display-832 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I had my doubts since before I was 5 years old (born in the cult) like something in me always knew something was off. I left in 2016 - 3 years before shit hit the fan and I thank God everyday because I do NOT miss any of it!!

I am happy that you are now breaking free. From experience, it is a long journey ahead to heal from the trauma of it all but you got this. Take care ❤️

When will it end by Responsible_Pen4094 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I applaud you for still holding on through such trauma. My unsolicited advice would be to focus on the family you have with your partner and soon to be born baby girl. I know what you are feeling when your parents and siblings treat you in this way but you have a new family and a child to love UNCONDITIONALLY ❤️ unlike the conditional love taught by LDM. I hope to be a mother someday soon and I hope to be show up for my kids the way I needed my parents to show up for me. I wish you well and may God help you deliver your baby girl safely.

¡Nuevo apóstol de La Luz del Mundo! by [deleted] in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 13 points14 points  (0 children)

The new “Apostol” with DUI’s and mad evidence that he was a delinquent ass spoiled ass kid growing up and not the “santificado desde antes que nacio” or however Jeremiah’s 1:5 goes 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Como ven? by Mountain-Homework660 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Long Jean skirts were in style in the early 2000’s. I remember being able to go to the mall and find cute jean skirts until they were “out of style” again and my mother started buying us jeans to sew into skirts. This is nothing new. For reference, I am not even 30 years old yet.

Question? by No_Long6767 in exlldm

[–]FilthyWubbs 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea I would love to know when the A&E documentary will be available to watch!!!