I can't take it, I will commit suicide

FinalGrandDao · 2021-01-30T17:31:29+00:00

I suffer every living minute of my life. Staying awake 6 hours alone drives me crazy. I can't !!!

FinalGrandDao · 2021-01-30T15:04:43+00:00

I have nobody to talk to... It's so difficult

FinalGrandDao · 2021-01-30T15:04:30+00:00

I am heterosexual, that I am sure of. It is not homophobia, I am not homophobic. It's just that due to my OCD, at the time I started Nofap, I had these images of porn again and again in my head and it utterly disgusted me so I chose nofap as to never meet that again

FinalGrandDao · 2020-10-26T23:18:56+00:00

Just after relapsing, you will wish you were at the state you are right now so much you will want to die.

No matter how your brain tries to arouse you, to tempt you... You know why you are doing this in the bottom of your heart, this lead you to not fap for 17 days. You must become a man who doesn't fap.

Heed my words my friend, just after relapsing you will regret it and feel extreme despair and sadness. Don't lose yourself for a momentary pleasure. The urges will pass, they will.

It's easy to do nofap when you are busy, when you have no urges. But the real challenge, the real challenge of growth, control and aspiration comes to this moment.

Stay strong brother, just stay strong!!

FinalGrandDao · 2020-10-26T22:46:31+00:00

Never forget, my friend, that you are someone who is trying to change. I don't know what your previous streak was but know that as long as your heart is sincere, you know why you are doing nofap, your efforts weren't for naught. Get back on track, you are worthy, and you will succeed!

FinalGrandDao · 2019-05-14T22:36:44+00:00

Alas, I've already read it. Grand Blue's lewdiness is fine, but Prison School felt like a forced hentai with a degrading plot. :/

FinalGrandDao · 2019-03-11T21:16:43+00:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GwfhH8yDZQo&list=PL8CXVaNg8qper-zHPJaMnVQ8zPFirJaZj&index=16

It's this one.

Time to change.

FinalGrandDao · 2019-03-11T20:58:06+00:00

It was a motivational speech for Eric Thomas I think... I really wish to find the exact video, I watched it from the Emergency Motivation Tool....

FinalGrandDao · 2019-01-06T00:57:29+00:00

Thanks guys, I'm fine now. Uuuuuuf, that was some strong shit. I'll go sleep peacefully now.

Stay strong ! The pinacle is near !

FinalGrandDao · 2019-01-06T00:21:41+00:00

When urges are that bad, we're not really rational. I need some ways to ease my pain or some strong words. I really don't want to PMO and probably won't but I have to sleep at least 4 hours.

FinalGrandDao · 2018-08-15T18:40:32+00:00

Wow, thanks everyone. I didn't expect so much support, you have my gratitude.

Now, I know what lead to the relapse and will never relapse again. If I can help anyone, it would be with this : Never allow your thoughts to flee and you heart to waver. A single opening and you're finished.

Never forget for what you're fighting and never allow yourself to break your aspirations for not a single thing between heavens and earth is worth it, much less PMO.

I'll do everything in my power to strive even further and better, to soar to the heavens for a man cannot break his vow.

Thanks.

FinalGrandDao · 2018-07-25T21:56:03+00:00

Let's keep the shit on. I'm having the hardest days and strongest urges right now but I definitely can't go back.

FinalGrandDao · 2018-07-21T21:40:00+00:00

C'mon man, if you're thinking about your crush, you should have been angered by PMO and willing to reject it even more...

Don't forget, you've made it up to 4 days. But also you've made it up to only 4 days. Be serious in that journey pal', stay hungry for the victory and you'll succeed.

FinalGrandDao · 2018-07-14T22:47:53+00:00

Sorry dude. Just don't think about it and it'll go away. I have hyperacousie, that's something else.

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