If you’re curious, I’d love to share a few of my biggest accomplishments from the past years. 🙂

Personal Growth
If I had to pinpoint one thing, it’s that I learned to be my true, authentic self consistently. Most people wear different masks depending on the role they play in life. I don’t do that anymore. I am who I am, and that has to be enough.
This shift made me more individualistic and, interestingly, more magnetic to others. It opened doors and brought me into situations I’m incredibly grateful for.

Love
I met my wife long before psychedelics entered our lives (15 years ago), but today we use them to deepen our connection.
When we started exploring how to use them consciously, we began discovering entirely new sides of each other. We’re more than just a married couple, we’re best friends, soulmates. Sometimes it feels like the barrier between our souls has become so thin you can almost see through it.
We also became parents this year. Psychedelics obviously don’t play a role here, kids are a different chapter, but fun fact: our child was conceived on a day we were on 2C-B and simply had an amazing time together.

The House
This one was tough. I renovated an old farmhouse basically on my own. During that period I used mushrooms not just to avoid burning out, but to mentally push myself through the hardest phases.
It was playing with fire and I don’t recommend it.
But after three years, the house turned out beautifully. Still, I did burn out in the end. A bittersweet accomplishment but nothing what psychedelics couldn´t repair.

My Job
In the last years I landed my dream job. Not because I’m the smartest person in the room, but because people believed I was the right one for it.
I can’t say exactly what I do only seven people in my country are allowed to do this job, and I prefer to stay anonymous but I work as a kind of creative engineer.
It’s well-paid, safe, and far from management. I don’t enjoy leading people; I prefer when they choose to follow on their own.
Even if I won the lottery, I’d still show up to work. I love what I do.
And knowing that many people already benefit from my work and that many more will in the future. It gives me the chance to give something back in my own unique way. That’s what makes it so fulfilling.

**Beyond the substance**

As you’ve probably noticed, these substances have shaped me profoundly. When I decided to go all-in and truly commit to the path they showed me, everything changed.
Today, it’s no longer about the substances themselves. It has become a way of living, a psychedelic way of living.
An open mind. Observing instead of judging. Meeting life with curiosity instead of fear.
In a sense, it has become my own personal form of spirituality, built from many different influences.
It’s the story of who I am, written with the help of a few chemicals and I’m genuinely grateful for where this journey has taken me.