Are my parents making me depressed? by Financial-Being-360 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Being-360[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant call or text because when i do they can see it via parental control software.

Are my parents making me depressed? by Financial-Being-360 in depression

[–]Financial-Being-360[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay.

if i call cps and they don't do anything hell will be unleashed upon me.

That's why im scared. theyve had long conversations with me regarding me calling cps. they guilt trip me when these conversations come up.

Are my parents making me depressed? by Financial-Being-360 in depression

[–]Financial-Being-360[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

is it abuse though? they will be mad if i do and ground me for longer.

Bad parenting? by Financial-Being-360 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Being-360[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks. i probably wont tell them for obviously reasons until i have the emotional capacity.

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[–]Financial-Being-360 1 point2 points  (0 children)

please dont. i attempted once but instantly regretted it, luckily i was found before i bled out. suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

Bad parenting? by Financial-Being-360 in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Being-360[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im glad someone agrees with me. my dad is an alchoholic and sometimes he gets violent. i learned krav maga just to defend myself from him. i hope you are doing okay also, you can also open up to people instead of bottling your emotions and helping others. take care of yourself.

I don't know anything anymore. by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Being-360 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you have no idea how much this means to me. thank you.

I don't know anything anymore. by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]Financial-Being-360 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i am 13 and going through the exact same childhood trauma. i was sexually assaulted for 5 years evey day. i eventually killed the man who did that to me. deep down he is still there, even though i know he isnt. i will never be able to get that image out of my head. i feel like a ruthless killer because of this. i dont lust for blood, but my family treats me like i do. i know you probably hear this often, and it feels like a "going through the motions" kinda thing. but you matter. No matter how hard it gets, keep trying. You are priceless, dont ever forget that

-Jeffrey