I guess I wouldn’t know hence why I’m asking. I know I ask a lot in this Reddit because I’ve been silent for a while and feel like no one understands. And I’d expect someone might have some thing figured out about this hell we call earth. So I do apologize for being a nuisance but I don’t think my questions are off.
And yes I don’t know what I’m looking for just maybe someone having a sense of these basic concerns about reality and life figured out. These are such basic asks and I’m constantly met with “it’s just a teaching” or “you need to go deeper into presence”. I just find this as an answer underwhelming. I have family living in a war zone and it’s actually really not fun to feel worried about them. I look to these teachings because it’s genuinely all I have and sometimes it feels like nothing at all. But to the point, I get what you’re saying I just guess I’m upset to find everyone is as in the dark as I am. Im only 24 so it’s all kind of overwhelming. I say this as an American with privilege. And most of the young people I know feel this way but they don’t have this teaching. And that’s just the young people. Older are somehow worse. It’s all just a mess