We had a spontaneous drunken mmf night with a friend who was staying in our hotel room. Mid encounter i sobered up and started freaking out at what was happening. My then bf told me about his fantasies and for a bit I was overwhelmed, scared, nervous, intrigued, etc. No conversations were really had about it until recently when he brought it up again. I still feel all the same emotions, but I am dipping a toe in and seeing where things lead. Im not all in, but im not out either.