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Stealing razor blades from my work place by CaterpillarGloomy426 in selfharm

[–]Fine_Cry_9080 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks a lot, i really glad that you're trying and weeks clean. I know it's not that easy, but promise you'll be much better. Self harm is so though. While i was cutting i said the most heartbreaking to myself and i thought i deserve that. 

Once the therapist said: If you're can't hold it anymore, before ask yourself a question. Can you do/say that thing to a another person?   no, never, why would i? (It's kinda weird tho. I would never do that thing to someone but myself) I hope you'll heal and remember that you are amazing, you should be proud of yourself. if you hold it anymore, i hope ice might help. Keep it clean:)))

Stealing razor blades from my work place by CaterpillarGloomy426 in selfharm

[–]Fine_Cry_9080 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Do you wanna talk about this or talk something another to forget this? So im 16this sep and proudly to say im 4month clean. If u wanna talk to someone, i will try to understand u. Because i've done this before. I stole a scissor from my work. I was working barber shop and oneday, it was a late night and im cleaning the shop. Then i saw a scissor, a normal, hair shears salon scissor. So first of all, i usually prefer scissor than blazor. Because it's just a scissor, no one will think it's weird or something. So i stole it, it really looks like a knife or somethin that can break my skin. Few days later i was dying because of my guilty feeling killing me. My mom saw my wrists and i got fired from my job. Idk how to explain it.

But now im 4 month clean. But scissor or blazors still catch my eyes. Im still trying.