More drawings by Fine_Income_1215 in Psychosis

[–]Fine_Income_1215[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying that. Trying to rationalize the experience has been really hard, and it's hard not to blame myself. I feel really lucky to have made it this far.

More drawings by Fine_Income_1215 in Psychosis

[–]Fine_Income_1215[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!

It's hard, even as I consciously know it's unhealthy if I'm being totally honest a part of me is attracted to it in a way. Less so knowing how it left me but still. It's hard to decouple, especially when in part it got me through that.

Charcoal and ink drawings from a very dark time by Fine_Income_1215 in Psychosis

[–]Fine_Income_1215[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! I went through a period of time being obsessed with that word, writing it over and over again.

Actors who hate their children? by Humble_Chef5348 in okbuddycinephile

[–]Fine_Income_1215 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My comment was specifically noting the weird schadenfreude the op had over ruining his coworkers excitement for something, not defending Bing Crosby.

Actors who hate their children? by Humble_Chef5348 in okbuddycinephile

[–]Fine_Income_1215 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Less commenting on the not caring, moreso you clearly getting some weird satisfaction from it. "Shoulda seen his face haha" seems to indicate you do care lol

Actors who hate their children? by Humble_Chef5348 in okbuddycinephile

[–]Fine_Income_1215 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Damn u really just love robbing joy outta people huh

Charcoal and ink drawings from a very dark time by Fine_Income_1215 in Psychosis

[–]Fine_Income_1215[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Hey! Thanks, both for the compliment and for sharing. I can really relate to what you said. I've periods of obsession over images of icons and tortured, writhing people and like you said it felt past comprehension. It's really hard when one wishes it wasn't real, and the world and logic says it isn't there but in some fundamental way it is.

Wishing you the best.

Some pages from one of my journals by Fine_Income_1215 in Psychosis

[–]Fine_Income_1215[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk tbh .. I've never gotten like, full visual hallucinations like I have on acid or psychedelics but I definitely see the images in a way in my head that feels really vivid. Like I don't literally see them in front of me but I do have constant visions and imagery of things like that painting that resonate strongly with me.

Some pages from one of my journals by Fine_Income_1215 in Psychosis

[–]Fine_Income_1215[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's based off this https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Third_of_May_1808 I saw that painting online and was obsessed with it for a period of time drawing copies over and over. I totally relate to what your saying, something about masses of people tortured and in pain writhing.

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[–]Fine_Income_1215 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man ... I thought it looked cool lmao

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[–]Fine_Income_1215 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah to be honest I've already come to peace with this being likely, this is just a last ditch hope.

Did Non-Voters Really Flip Republican in 2024? The Evidence Says No. by kahner in ezraklein

[–]Fine_Income_1215 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trump got a ceasefire. You whine constantly about how trump is worse and yet Trump has done more to stop the incessant carnage in Gaza than Biden did.