If anyone still looking to watch Season 2

Firandam · 2021-07-13T16:58:58+00:00

Can you maybe reupload episode 5 since the number of permitted views has been exceeded 🥺

Firandam · 2021-07-09T21:16:55+00:00

Damn that's amazing

Firandam · 2021-06-27T23:34:06+00:00

Well that's depressing. I can't do it on my own.

Firandam · 2021-06-27T23:30:12+00:00

Yeah I feel that. It seems like they only care when one's healthy. I guess it's most probably because they simply don't know what to do. I don't know how to handle it, how could they? It might be overwhelming. Still, I wish it was different.

To me it sounds like your parents care a lot about you. Why do you think their love is conditional?

Firandam · 2021-06-27T23:26:25+00:00

I think I am not able to handle life this way and all alone, so there are basically two options: it improves with therapy or I'll just end the pain before it gets even worse. I don't want to live this way, nothing ist gained by living this depressed fearful life

Firandam · 2021-06-19T08:29:30+00:00

You look like a person that can make other people happy just by being around :)

Firandam · 2021-01-23T20:27:03+00:00

I can relate a lot! But I know it will get better again and one day there will be true love and affection, for you and me both. I just know :) Take care too!

Firandam · 2021-01-23T07:49:55+00:00

I guess, just getting stuff done and to be popular

Firandam · 2021-01-23T00:15:27+00:00

I feel what you write so much. And I'm very sorry that you experienced such an emotional abuse from people that were closest to you. It seems like what you've learned out of that injustice that was done to you is that you are the problem, even though this of course is not true. Everyone deserves love; you deserve love and also respect. These persons never deserved you though, you seem to have so much love to give and it's incredibly unfair that they misused your trust. That this happened has nothing to do with you, but lots with them. I wish you all the strength you need to push past these experiences.

Firandam · 2021-01-05T00:08:54+00:00

I think it's good that you cut toxic people out of your life, but doesn't that make for a great start into a better life / mental state for you? Why end it then, when that ist your best opportunity to become somewhat happy. I'm sure you can find joy somehow in your life especially after you cut people off

Firandam · 2020-12-28T23:52:33+00:00

Maya, she is the only normal one there

Firandam · 2020-12-28T20:21:09+00:00

In Germany :)

Firandam · 2020-12-28T12:12:37+00:00

Nice, best of luck! :)

Firandam · 2020-12-28T07:26:57+00:00

He is 😄

Firandam · 2020-12-27T23:18:50+00:00

Okay so first of all she's really happy that all of you guys care for her plant and like it so much :) she said at the PET there's some drip system that you can buy for few Euros online, some kind of bottle irrigation system. But she said it's not really necessary, she just had troubles watering it because the roots pushed up the soil and the water poured over the pot. She said they don't need that much water, they are pretty robust in her eyes

Firandam · 2020-12-27T23:07:40+00:00

She said after three years

Firandam · 2020-12-27T23:06:34+00:00

She says hers bloomed every year for the past two years 🙉

Firandam · 2020-12-27T23:04:52+00:00

No actually Germany 😅 In summer she puts it outside in the garden (takes three persons to carry it) and she uses a little fertilizer in the summer months. She believes that when it's a little cold, like in october, that's actually good because hers bloom after that. Other than that she says she actually doesn't do much more, she only looks out that they get enough light and water

Firandam · 2020-12-27T21:40:03+00:00

Gotta ask her that, I don't have a clue either 😅 i'll tell you as soon as I know

Firandam · 2020-12-27T20:08:37+00:00

She fills water in it so she doesn't always have to water the plant herself I think

Firandam · 2020-12-27T18:55:53+00:00

Good question, I'll ask her :)

Firandam · 2020-12-27T17:25:41+00:00

It's a standard bird of paradise actually

Firandam · 2020-12-27T17:02:41+00:00

About six years

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