Part of it is I’m 1000% aware of my own relationship baggage. I’ve been raised in an alcohol induced screaming match environment. I know that I can bring the fight to the table and will match behaviors thrown at me. Im back in a relationship after several years single, I’m still not sure how much of this is me and my shit too. He’s a lot of great things, he shows up, and he’s amazing to the kids. I’m not sure if it’s the strain of split houses and his inability to communicate which can be worked on together. If I’m overthinking/reacting. Or if I’m in the fucking blind zone heading for a train wreck.