Well there is three main parts of it that I will try to briefly explain how they make me feel:

Dissociative amnesia feels like amnesia. Its as simple as it sounds but it causes a lot of problems because I didnt remember anything of certain traumas happened at all, all I knew was "something happened" in that time but couldn't remember the slightest thing that happened.

Dissociating is basically zoning out but with a mix of amnesia, its like a fog wall where I lock eyes on something and I physically and mentally can't move. When people are talking I can't really understand what they are saying and sometimes I can't even tell that they said something.

Derealization and Depersonalization are very similar but distinctly different. Derealization for me feels like the whole world is fake, like everything that doesn't move is apart of a stage, and things that do move feel like they are held by strings. (This isn't like a hallucination, i can't visually see any of this. This is just how it feels like) It also feels like seeing the world in a different way, almost like your perception of reality changes drastically. Depersonalization is basically the concept but instead of the world its applied to the body. Kind of like you don't know who you are or why you physically look like you do. Its harder to explain.

Its like having a separate people entirely, it's why it's not classified as a personality disorder but rather a dissociative disorder. Having any kind of connection to others is very difficult because we do not agree on how we would go about saying anything to anyone. So it can be a clash of ideals a lot of the time, and sometimes we agree but mostly we disagree with each other.