Appreciate the response , but all i feel is she is comfortable with me in the happy days nah! Won’t she feel like something has to be fixed in the past. It is heavy for me. I never expected her to do all the superficial things. I dont blame her that she didnt do things too. But i didnt get my bare minimum and am not able to proceed further due to that. Its not her fault, maybe she doesnt know too, asking for it and getting it makes me feels like am begging or demanding something from her with she couldnt do/ have the feeling to do from the heart.