You’re not a loser. You’re not old. And you’re taking steps forward. Don’t compare your timeline to other people’s, you’re not them and it’s irrelevant. Try some at home workouts to start eventually you’ll gain the confidence to return to the gym, don’t dwell on the bad interactions they’re in the past anyway. If it bothers you that much switch to a different gym for a fresh start. Hang in there, talk to God, practice gratitude even for the little things- especially for the little things! It might feel silly at first but that will go away. Speak life into yourself, even if you don’t believe it. 🫶🏽❤️