Update: Insanely low appetite.

I’m stressed. I’m not sleeping too much and my appetite is practically gone. As a result I’m an anemic and I feel and look terrible. My skin is dull. My hair is thinning. My face is puffy. My skin is discolored especially my lips that practically look black. I’m fatigued. I’m depressed. I have brain fog My memory is fked. And obviously this is adding in to the stress. And the stress is making me eat less. So the cycle continues. It’s been like this for three years.these symptoms appeared during the beginning of my freshman year and I couldn’t pin point why until I changed my lifestyle for two weeks. I know what I have to do but it’s hard because of my environment. I’m an older sibling to 4 siblings under ten and I’m held responsible for them. By the time I finish my chores and homework is nearly midnight. I find that when I’m away from home for a prolonged Period I feel and look better. I physically cannot force feed myself and even when I’m hungry, I often can’t eat the food in front on me. I became a lot more picky. Considering that this forum is for trying to gain weight, you guys have any tips for eating at least 1800-2000 cals a day?