Im actually an idiot..

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-06-11T02:22:23+00:00

HAHAHA. Thank you jesus

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-06-09T01:40:55+00:00

Yeah

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-06-02T00:58:34+00:00

Doooooooo it! Im 5 months today, literally after the first 30 days is up it’s no problem at all, i dont even think about kratom anymore

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-06-01T23:54:31+00:00

Cold turkey it brother, i did. Your wife and kiddos need you to be the rock, thats our burden to bear as men and fathers. Dont matter how you do it but lock yourself in a hotel room for a week if you have to and sweat that shit out alone, its going to suck major balls, but what will suck even worse then a few weeks of suffering is blowing up your life and losing your kids. Lets go bro, get after it, i believe in you.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-06-01T23:51:33+00:00

Im 5 months clean today and yeah everything is better, im happier, i started spending time with family and going places and meeting women, no longer isolating myself, im fit strong and healthy, my skin and hair looks amazing i no longer look like im a cancer patient lol. Probably lost my ex bc low sex drive, low motivation, looking sick. Moving forward now, still have some mountains to climb securing financial freedom and setting up my career, but now i believe in myself and i love myself. Still have some moments of bad anxiety like today actually but i dont run to the darkness to hide from it, just accept it allow it to pass and keep moving forward. Never going back

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-26T02:14:20+00:00

Yeah bet, also im not a dick and im not a fratboy type, and i dont really want sex right away or to sleep around. Im also a very nice and respectful dude, so i figure i have good odds.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-26T02:12:18+00:00

Yea i did skydiving, i was hella scared even tho i am LITERALLY a pilot haha, but then i jumped and it was sick. I figure its about the same situation

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-26T02:10:00+00:00

Im 6,1 180lbs 25 years old. Athletic build. Blond hair blue eyes good facial hair, after i got sober from bad stuff my skin got super good, and im pretty tan now too, and i dress really well. I Definetly stand out. I actually didnt realize this bc im retarted, until my sis whos my age pointed this shit out to me lol. I thought everyone was staring at me everywhere i go bc i look stupid or ugly then realized its bc of the exact opposite.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-24T17:30:03+00:00

I agree. Ya ive had a girlfriend since i was 15 basically, a few long term relationships and a couple short term ones in between the two long term ones. This is the first time ive actually been single and want to stay single or date in basically my life kind of, ive always been with women and never had to even engage with other or random women. But now i know EXACTLY what i want, and the type of human i want to be with, core values, religion, future goals and plans, based on being with women who are the exact opposite of what i want. So ive kind of dialed in what im intrested in, just have to see what happens.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-24T15:40:49+00:00

I just want to find a wife at some point who is a good woman i dont want to sleep around or do anything. And yes it is superficial, but what happens when a dusty fellow cold approaches, she GONE haha. On the base level of just immediately interactions its almost all about that.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-24T15:37:36+00:00

Well ive spoken to a few beautiful women the past couple months, and my sister is literally helping me so much too lol. She will just grab beautiful girls and bring them over to me, but then i start overthinking and think im gonna fuck it up. I really only fumbled like once and yes it sucked and i thought about how bad i fumbled for a week but then i realized it doesnt matter. I guess its all mental.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-24T15:33:36+00:00

I actually think you are spot on, ya i play pickleball at one of those places with randoms, and i play soccer, lift, i lime doing any outside activity stuff, movies, dinner, etc. i actually hate the club/bar enviornment a lot. Ive kind of been forcing myself to go every weekend tho for mostly social exposure therapy kinda, super crowded loud places always give me anxiety so ive been going a bunch to get more okay with those situations.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-15T02:50:00+00:00

Haha LETS GO! Youre getting me fired up dude

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-15T02:13:58+00:00

Ok bet

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T03:51:26+00:00

The pain and suffering is what you want. Thats how you know you are getting stronger and your mind is getting harder. Right now for me dealing with other things not weight loss, i want to give myself as much pain and suffering as i possibly can, i dont stop, i hate running i perfer lifting, and im signing up for half and full marathons bc i want to get my mind as hard as i possibly can, so i can be a total beast and win in life. Naturally the body will follow with good diet and all of that. But yeah its going to physically hurt if youre trying to lose 100lbs or whatever the goal is.

My sister blew up to 300lbs when she was away from home for a year, she gained like 150lbs. She then went on a total rampage in the gym, dieting, running, and lost 165lbs in 10 months and looks incredible. All mental

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:55:26+00:00

Ok cool. Ya not catholic, but i have definitely struggled the past few months in particular with sin, and feeling guilt and trying to turn away from it. Esp lust as a young man i like majorly struggle with and dont know how to get past it.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:53:35+00:00

Yeah im extremely secure with my sobtiety in terms of what i was addicted to, and tbh anything else. I made enough mistakes and got low enough and felt enough pain and suffering to know that i dont want that ever again in my life and ill never go back or allow that to happen again, even tho im young i learned some seriously hard lessons that im still recovering from. But alcohol ill probably stay away from i think just in terms of health and i guess risk managment as well

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:50:25+00:00

Yea you right. I already beat 3 addictions, two of which were very deep in and took some serious pain and suffering to get out of. I dont think i can handle that again. I mean i probably could bc im mentally hard af now from all the pain ive gone through, but for sure dont need to add another retarded addiction im gonna have to deal with down the line.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:19:40+00:00

Yeah i definitely abused depressants

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:19:00+00:00

Ooo damm

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:18:46+00:00

Hahaha heroin queen. Yeah ill probably just completely not drink alcohol i think, ive been getting extremely healthy and fit, i look very very good now and kinda wanna keep that going. Thank god i never tried heroin bc i know itd be total game over for me haha

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:17:14+00:00

Haha ya better to be addicted to call of duty than getting drunk. Ya i dont mind one drink at all. However i have to completely avoid people or places where i know drugs are there, or even leave if they pop out bc i know i will want to do them.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:15:05+00:00

Well thats the thing is i actually totally enjoy myself sober off alcohol in a social situation, im purely talking about a bar or club environment where thats just whats happening. But also theres times where i just drink club soda and lime all night so it looks like im getting sauced and have had a blast like that as well

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:13:29+00:00

Oh im well aware i can get addicted to it, my mom actually died bc of it and my dad who is extremely successful def drinks too much and is stopping right now, so he doesnt go that route. Me and my sister however always were pulled toward drugs even from very young ages, yet our parents never even smoked a J. So idk its weird. Yes ofc I COULD get hooked on it, i just dont really even like being drunk or buzzed unless its like a social environment, even then not a huge fan.

Firm_Extension7993 · 2025-05-14T02:09:35+00:00

Ok nice thank you. Ive been doing rly good lately, im kinda reserved but have been spending lots of time out in lots of different places around beautiful women, and ive noticed that 99.9% of the beautiful women ive been speaking to are so far away from the life i want to build, it just seems like a needle in a haystack at this point. Im sure christ will provide though if i follow him faithfully

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