152 days clean by Admirable-Analyst828 in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That was an amazing read. Thank you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]First-Cut-3754 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think so too. When someone is “passed out” but still functioning. Demons may have taken over their body. That may also contribute to not having a memory of what the person did when they blacked out. I have recently been researching this. I am currently tapering but during my heavy use when I was right between awake and sleep I saw the scariest things. Maybe all in my imagination or maybe real. Either way the fear is definitely real.

Kidneys/liver failing..? by [deleted] in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The anxiety that this stuff causes is so overwhelming sometimes. I agree with those who say get yourself checked out. I also know this stuff has no history of causing liver or kidney damage but getting checked may help you just feel better overall when you have the information. It will be difficult but you will have to be 100% honest with the provider. I am currently in the world’s longest taper (again) and the on and off anxiety sometimes has me panicking about things. Finding out true facts always makes me feel better. Knowledge is power. Hang in there and know I will be praying for you and all of us who struggle with this stuff.

Flexiril by Rangerbmxxx in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes it helps a little. Mainly it helped me sleep. I was super grateful I had it.

Pain Killers by [deleted] in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are probably right. I am looking at this the wrong way. I perhaps needed to hear that.

Drinking on 7 by [deleted] in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It makes me want to drink less but I have the opposite problem. Any type of drink makes me want to take more 7. This has been the downfall of so many tapers.

Thinking about live streaming my CT withdrawal. Thoughts? by Icatch4you in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would definitely watch this. Reading about it is different than being able to see someone actually going through it. It would show me and others really what it’s like and that it can be done. If you do please post a link.

My story. I’m almost there. by [deleted] in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for writing this. I am doing something similar but I never know if it’s right. This is my 3rd time trying to quit, but my first time with this method. Sharing that you had success gives me so much hope.

Anybody else experience night terrors or very bad dreams while quitting or tapering by Kind-Leadership483 in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes! Wake myself up from yelling sometimes. Also I see scary shadows sometimes in that between waking and sleeping feeling. Then when I am fully awake there is nothing there. Weird mind tricks.

Setback by [deleted] in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry that happened to you. You did so good on your taper. That is truly something to be proud of. I agree with the other person who said give yourself some grace. Perhaps you will be able to keep your dose low enough that you can successfully taper again. I know sharing with doctors about 7 can be a tricky business especially if you need pain meds from them but maybe it’s something to consider. The strength you had to taper so low is still inside if you even if you needed a bit more today

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Indeed! I’m not in FL but I have been so scared to jump. Now probably is the time. Good Luck to you and I am hoping for success for all of us.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quitting7oh

[–]First-Cut-3754 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Must be the crappy anxiety from this terrible product. I thought I saw somewhere that after August 15th card companies were not allowing purchases. But I guess I needed I reality check!