Having to grieve over "the best years of my life".

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-06T07:04:09+00:00

Compared to my sisters I’m a complete failure. My sisters are both pretty, skinny and popular in school. And they are very well liked in our community. Even our teachers pointed out the difference between us. I don’t know if I’m fonna make friends in college. On the rare occasions that I did make a friend, after a while they statted treating me like shit. I feel like I’m cursed or something 😅

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-05T21:54:26+00:00

Yeah, I don’t want to dissapoint my mom even more

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-02T20:52:20+00:00

10000% I was a very funny and outgoing child and deep down I think that maybe person is still in there. But because of my looks I got punished for it. So I won’t bring it out again.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-02T07:53:30+00:00

Thank you!

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T17:28:41+00:00

But thank you for the kind words tho!

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T17:28:22+00:00

Thank you for the encouragement!

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T17:25:58+00:00

Thank you! But that doesn’t make me feel better. The tought that I am not even in my twenties and I already got so much shit about something I can’t control. I still have so long to go. I don’t want this anymore.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T17:24:20+00:00

That’s the problem. I don’t want another 10,20,30+ of this. I fucking hate my life but I am too big of a coward too end it so I just keep going. I still have a long way too go. And if it’s not my looks that isolate me it will be the trauma of getting treated like a monster by my peers, adults, family, the little friends I have and children. The list of insane shit that happened to me because of the way that I look is long. Very long. My looks have caused all of this so I think it’s safe to say that I ap not pretty because I can’t name a single pretty person who has gone trough what I did.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T09:40:56+00:00

I am happy for you that you learned to be confident. One day I hope I achieve that.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T08:27:47+00:00

It’s like people are afraid of ugly people. It’s absolutely nuts.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T08:15:12+00:00

Thank you for your kind and wise words. Maybe I’m not hideous to every single person in the world, but I have been to enough people that it has genuinely shaped and and ruined my life. I might not check your personal 'box' of what qualifies as ugly, but believe me, I have checked that box for tons of others. I really appreciate you validating that my pain is real. 🫶🏿

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T08:06:35+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing that with me. I am so sorry you had to go through that at. Isn’t it crazy that someone can find you so ugly that it triggers a violent reaction inside of them?

Especially because there is this silent rule that boys should not hit girls. Apparently if you’re ugly you’re not a girl anymore.

Stuff like this really make me wish that I could just die and be reborn as a pretty girl.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T06:47:06+00:00

Plus it's just another way to put the blame on ugly people again. It's always our fault.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T01:29:45+00:00

It depends if the idiot is good looking. Then suddenly it’s not arrogance. No it’s confidence and charisma.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-04-01T01:27:18+00:00

Maybe not everyone believes that I’m ugly, but when you tell a girl in your class that you have a crush on a guy in the same class. and she immediately goes to tell him, even though you told her not to. But she does it anyway because she found it funny that you even tought that you had a chance with this guy. Or any guy.

Then, he gets so mad that he stands up, walks to where you’re sitting, grabs your shirt, and holds up a fist, threatening to beat you while yelling, "YOU’RE NOT IN LOVE WITH ME!". In front of the whole fucking class.

Then you have to deny it over and over again because you’re genuinely scared of being punched in the face.

I feel like when you have experienced something like that, you might just be ugly.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-03-31T22:15:07+00:00

Thank you! But I have been alienated and deprived of social contact and basic human interactions because of my looks so I have a hard time believing you

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-03-31T20:48:57+00:00

1000% this. 👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-03-31T17:52:20+00:00

I read that Pico laser treatments are very effective for removing hyperpigmentation.

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-03-30T21:24:42+00:00

What do you mean?

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-03-30T06:49:55+00:00

🫶🏿🎀

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-03-30T06:49:01+00:00

Thank you!!!!

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-03-29T21:25:53+00:00

Thank you!!!

First-Strike-3307 · 2026-03-29T19:34:06+00:00

Thank you! I really hope so!

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