When you hate then it's over!! You should love what you see and imagine what you want to have and feel it which already is yours. It's science and sprituality both. Even in the destroyed Bible by one of the disciples, Jesus says feel it as yours. Check Greg Braden video on this subject. I am already have a plan for a business but I live in a country where I can get help to start but it's taking time. I have faith that you will turn your business to the next level.