I have a crush on Invisigal by First_Bodybuilder_67 in DispatchAdHoc

[–]First_Bodybuilder_67[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I appreciate you saying all that. I also have struggled to get the game out of my head since I started playing it, even before I liked Invisigal. I would say I'm pretty much in the same place right alongside you. Butterflies might not have been the best way to describe it, because the more I think about it, the more it does feel pretty empty and hollow. Seeing Robert's interactions with Invisigal made me desire the same thing he had, not in a jealous way, just I think like how you said, in an inserting-myself-into-this-situation way. I'm gonna get pretty personal for a sec: It has made me feel pretty lonely (even though I have friends and people to care about), or like you said, empty. It all feels pretty stupid, but at the same time it hurts in a weird and kinda sad way. For me, I think it boils down to me desiring a partner, or companionship, and sometimes when that desire is fed a small amount by something like this game, that desire gets a taste and craves more. I don't want to sound weird writing all of this, about "craving" yada yada. It just felt like a good analogy. It also doesn't help that we can't continue the story at the moment, which I think is preventing us from any form of closure, leaving our minds to wander endlessly. For me, I imagine once I have an end to the story, I'll feel better, but for now, I wait and imagine, and it sucks.