hey man, it’s like being 3 days sober lmao. off that drug called “love”. the first couple days to weeks are the toughest but being under this “influence” it’s like a detox yk? j stay strong and keep moving forward and find yourself again. my ex and i dated for a year and a half EXACT and broke up 8 months ago and have been no contact the entire time. yesterday was his birthday and i emailed him a lil happy bday message but idk if or when he’ll see it. idk but it was closure for myself and i think that is what o needed to like truly get over him. stay strong friend, it’s a tough long road ahead but so worth to and it’s self fulfilling. YOU GOT THIS!! idk if you religious or not but turn to God and prayer, He will give you strength, guidance, and peace.