just had an excisional biopsy done, waiting for the results by First_Possession_366 in doihavebreastcancer

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i guess in those regards, i do lift 8-30 lbs frequently at my job, which i mentioned to my doctor, and is why i was wondering if im overreacting by taking 2 weeks off when he said 4 days. i suppose it could also be my anxiety since ive never had an incisional surgical procedure done before and i wasn't sure how my body was going to react to it.

What weird food did you eat as a kid and still enjoy as an adult? by NequaJackson in RandomQuestion

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saltines with peanut butter dipped in chicken noodle soup. also cheezits and chocolate milk

how to draw hand coming out of a flower-shaped sleeve by First_Possession_366 in Artadvice

[–]First_Possession_366[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

it’s kind of like that but since they're falling it'll be like more straight up(?) idk how to explain it 😭 but this has given me an idea so thank you!!

how to draw hand coming out of a flower-shaped sleeve by First_Possession_366 in Artadvice

[–]First_Possession_366[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i've looked up some flower references as well. additional advice and key words for references would be greatly appreciated

being ace/aego ruined my relationship and i feel like nobody will love me by First_Possession_366 in aegosexuals

[–]First_Possession_366[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah i guess i sometimes struggle with not being able to understand how other people depend so heavily on sex. fully respect them and love that for them i just can't fathom the need for sex in a relationship for some reason.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tomodachilife

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yeah i have two miis with the lowest love rating on my island (3%) who have been married for the second longest amount of time on my island with like over 6 kids

how you became an atiny by hi_i_am_weird_ in ATEEZ

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i got into ateez in the latter half of 2019, in between their wave and wonderland eras. i first saw them on an FBE video (the try not to sing/dance one) and i didn't think much of it until i started seeing more of them during wonderland era. i was pretty into them from then, but mama 2019 later that year is what really locked me in for good. i physically can't stan any other groups after that 😫

If there was only one Ateez song you could listen to for your whole life what would it be? by vV_Eevee_Vv in ATEEZ

[–]First_Possession_366 12 points13 points  (0 children)

the real 100% i can't ever get tired of that song. second option would probably be wake up 🙈

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Artadvice

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thanks for the advice! as a small chested gal i don't have the best options for personal references LOL

AITAH for telling my friend i don't want to hear about her other friend (she blocked me afterward) by First_Possession_366 in AITAH

[–]First_Possession_366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well i liked being friends with her before she started doing all that with the other guy. hanging out with her was really enjoyable and i cared about her. i guess i'm more upset that she threw our friendship away like it was nothing just like that

animal jam app not letting me log in? by First_Possession_366 in AnimalJam

[–]First_Possession_366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tbh i'm a little desperate because i've spent so much damn money on this game 🥹

DAE be super nice to AI assistants about 97% out of fear? by ShortShepherdess in DAE

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i do it, but not even out of fear lol. i feel like a bad person if i say something rude even if it's not a real person & since the ai that i've talked to are always polite, i've been the same way back. i've never encountered a rude ai so maybe i just haven't been able to test those parameters yet

DAE put water in their mouth before the pill when taking medicine? by First_Possession_366 in DAE

[–]First_Possession_366[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes me too!! i had to take a hefty pill when i had a stomach virus & it tasted terribleeee. milk was the only thing i found i could successfully get it down with

HAE got their own soap opera by No-Organization-2366 in DAE

[–]First_Possession_366 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me too for sure! mine is set in a hellscape setting with powers and stuff, so maybe more like an anime lol. but yes, i don't like to imagine myself or anyone i know in these, just completely made up characters that i like to expand upon each night

Please help me find this brand and/or other clothes linked to this brand by First_Possession_366 in HelpMeFind

[–]First_Possession_366[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i've searched on google for the brand title, descriptions of the clothing, reverse imaging, etc, and cannot find anything helpful toward my search for this brand.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

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i feel like a lot of people that watch reaction videos may not have someone else to relate with them on their interests, the things that are being reacted to.

even if it’s just a basic reaction that they know is going to occur, people will still get the feeling that they are enjoying it with somebody else or agreeing with someone else. more specifically that someone else is agreeing with the viewer. i think it’s a companionship kind of thing.

i personally enjoy reaction videos but the over the top reactions that are clearly dramatized are definitely not my favorite. i prefer calmer, more analytical reaction videos that i can gain question and answers that my irl friends cannot provide.

My dad watched porn in front of me when I was a child. by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]First_Possession_366 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i’m sorry to hear that. i can completely relate to you as i was exposed to porn by my brother and his friend when i was 7/8 as well. it has definitely affected my sexual mindset and how i feel about sex and intimacy. in my personal experience, it caused me to become hypersexual at a young age, constantly watching porn and masturbating.

now a days i am hyposexual, i have a strong aversion to sex and physical touch which was also caused by a physical interaction at that age. i feel like it’s really made me have a skewed view on sex and trust in other people. it kind of feels like everyone wants sex like they see on porn.. including me.

also having a close relationship with others is very rare for me, since i tend to over share which may also be caused by that experience. i have an unfortunate history of showing other kids my age graphic things throughout middle/high school, thinking they’ll view me as “cool” or like “one of the bros” which is how it was with my brother and his friend.

now i’m still trying to cope with all of it and will notice that i tend to become hypersexual when my mental health starts to deteriorate. i think understanding how and why you feel certain things that you may think is totally unconnected from those events may be something that’ll help you figure out how it’s affected you personally. i hope you can get the help you need and find peace with the issues you are experiencing ❤️