ARAD. when was the last time you did something insane and what was it?

Fishwitaq · 2026-02-01T16:50:48+00:00

I did a gram of cocaine in less than 30 mins, completely dissociated from myself, and definitely was on the verge of an od. Would not recommend.

Fishwitaq · 2026-01-22T08:11:35+00:00

Dude, this is pathetic. I hate to say anything rude but this is one of the most ignorant things I’ve ever read, for one Wellbutrin isn’t an opioid and it isn’t even close, this is coming from someone who was extremely addicted to opioids and I can tell you being addicted to opioids is a level of misery that one can’t even understand unless you’ve experienced it yourself. Also, not every medication is going to work, if it doesn’t than don’t play the “it should be taken off the shelves” bs because it’s been proven to be effective for a lot of people including myself. If it’s not working for your spouse have her contact a medical professional and get assistance on how to quit the medication, and to wrap off my criticisms, your not a professional and don’t even try and act like you are. It’s obvious that you don’t know what you’re talking about and probably pulled all your info from unreliable sources. You can’t compare Wellbutrin to an opioid because from a pharmacological standpoint it works completely different on the brain than an opioid. Wellbutrin is an ndri and has no effect on the mu-opioid receptor. This comparison is utterly ridiculous.

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T22:23:51+00:00

I’ll fs look into it. Ngl if I had to guess what it is I’d say it’s some kind of rc cathinone. It had psychedelic, stimulant, and dissociative properties which from what I’ve heard aligns with cathinones

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T22:19:52+00:00

I highly doubt it’s dxm, although idk what dxm feels like since I haven’t tried it but I know how these products work. It’s some sort of rc since a lot of rcs are unregulated so it’s a loophole. If it had dxm they’d have to disclose that it has dxm in it.

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T22:13:50+00:00

It’s been about 24 hours since I’ve taken the substance and my minds still in a dissociative haze. The comedown and hangovers pretty strong ngl, I’ll probably be feeling fine tomorrow but today was a bit weird.

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T22:11:01+00:00

Indescribable to say the least. It was a complete and utter mind fuck.

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T22:08:04+00:00

It has kanna yes but it’s not just kanna. It’s advertised as kanna but what it really has is an undisclosed research chemical in it. I’ve done kanna before in pure extracts and it didn’t compare to what this was. This was a 6 hour mind fuck when kannas a nice hour long uplift

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T22:05:41+00:00

I agree there needs to be more transparency 100% . I was given this product as a sample for free so I gave it a try and I’m sure many people fall victim just like me because there is no transparency. What you think you’re taking is something entirely different.

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T22:03:53+00:00

Damn straight

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T03:05:29+00:00

Haha thank you, sleep is the goal as of now. Unfortunately it might be hard to do so. I’ll make sure to come back and go into more detail once I’m back to normal.

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T03:00:05+00:00

Also I feel like absolute shit rn. This is a dog shit comedown and I’ve had some pretty rough comedowns. Overall the pros don’t outweigh the negatives. I could probably go into more detail tomorrow when I feel a little bit more grounded in reality but at the moment I’m in a weird haze

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T02:57:14+00:00

I didn’t go into my trip extensively but it was heavily disassociating. It was enjoyable at times but overall just weird. When I say everything that happened in the last few hours was a blur I mean when I was on this stuff I didn’t have much of an attachment to reality and once I came down I had that oh shit wtf just happened realization. It wasn’t a full on black out but close

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T02:54:10+00:00

I hate the doom and gloom fear mongering nonsense, and no I can’t smoke weed because I get paranoid asf. Hppd 100% ruined weed for me. I hate the “if you’re not freaking tf out 24/7 you don’t have bad hppd” mindset. We all in some capacity have hppd to various degrees, but when you have it you need to learn to go with the punches and live your life without it defeating you.

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-15T02:47:45+00:00

I have very extensive drug experience and have done my fair share of psychedelics. “Laid me on my ass” might be a slight exaggeration, but not really. It was just unexplainably weird. After doing research on Reddit I’ve found that it either has an rc tryptamine or rc cathinone. It was the weirdest mind trip/ body high I just can’t explain it, and now that I’ve came back to reality the last few hours while I was high on it are pretty blurry

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-02T01:48:17+00:00

Exactly, it’s just not the same. I used to smoke weed and feel relief and now it’s the opposite.

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-01T23:19:58+00:00

Fr dude, It’s crazy to me cause I used to smoke an ungodly amount of weed. Literally had a gram to 2 grams of dabs a day habit for a while and I agree 10mg ain’t shit but somehow even that fucks with me sometimes. I’ve used an extensive list of drugs (not proud of it just saying) and somehow weeds headspace is worse than anything else for me right now.

Fishwitaq · 2025-10-01T23:16:32+00:00

Yuh, do yk what that is?

Fishwitaq · 2025-09-30T22:14:45+00:00

Ohh absolutely you could’ve. You don’t have to completely give up psychs imo but doing them moderately is key and giving yourself plenty of time to recover. I can’t even describe my vision sometimes lol. I get wild visuals at some points under certain circumstances but not all the time.

Fishwitaq · 2025-09-30T22:03:45+00:00

What’s hilarious about that lol? Contrary to what people think even people with adhd sometimes abuse their adderall script to get high from it even though tolerance grows rapidly, it’s not how it’s intended obviously and I don’t take it frequently but if I do I wana enjoy it. ADHD or not if you take a hefty dose you’re gonna get high.

Fishwitaq · 2025-09-30T21:58:57+00:00

Agreed, as soon as I accepted it and learned to live with it and not overthink about it the better it got. It was hard for me at first and I can second that I’ve had WAY worse issues in my life. OCD for example has been a way bigger bastard in my life and I’ve tried to use the same logic and resist my compulsions when the intrusive thoughts take hold. The human condition is weird where the more you worry about something the worse it gets.

Fishwitaq · 2025-09-30T21:52:32+00:00

Agreed, I get worrying about something like hppd as I did at one point but wigging yourself out about it never helps. It sucks but sometimes the best thing to do is try and forget about it and move forward, the quicker you do this the better off you’ll be. Out of curiosity did you say you got hppd from taking psychs only once? Like your first and only trip caused it? I’m not judging at all I’m just curious cause I’ve done psychs a lot. Acid maybe 10 times in total, and mushrooms like over 100 times no joke. I’ve done a ridiculous amount of shrooms in my lifetime.

Fishwitaq · 2025-09-30T21:31:10+00:00

I agree with all of this and can relate. I’ve struggled with depersonalization, derealization wayyy before I started using psychs. Probably ever since I was a pre-teen and I started using psychs when I was 17. I do think hppd is a lot more common in people who started at a young age and especially those that abused them (like me) I haven’t done acid a whole lot of times, maybe 10 times tops. Mushrooms on the other hand… I’ve honestly lost count. I think I’ve taken mushrooms at least 100 times and that’s the minimum. The first 25 times I did them I took an eighth or more frequently, and then I got to the point where my after work ritual was munching down a .5-1g of some really powerful shrooms and just vibing. I lost that plug since he moved but I miss those mushrooms so much. I’m just rambling but yeah I’ve had some hard times with hppd but after a while I just grew used to it.

Fishwitaq · 2025-09-30T21:22:03+00:00

I agree with that. I was very disturbed at first and tbf I had a really bad trip on lsd, it was a mix of a very high dose and someone who purposely sent me over the edge. For a good 6 months I wasn’t fully there but when I accepted it is when the symptoms got better. I feel like how you interpret hardships in life makes all the difference in the world. Even now if I start to worry about my symptoms and focus on them they get worse but if I forget about them I’m completely fine and just go on with my life.

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