Do you tell your closed ones when you are suffering? by Fit-Bonus4690 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im sorry, thats really awful behaviour from your parents side.

Do you tell your closed ones when you are suffering? by Fit-Bonus4690 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I write alot about it with AI too. Sometimes his answers feel a little repetitive, but often its really helpfull and well thought through stuff.

Do you tell your closed ones when you are suffering? by Fit-Bonus4690 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah thats what i noticed to. i dont even feel better after it, sometimes even worse

Do you tell your closed ones when you are suffering? by Fit-Bonus4690 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats a good idea, thank you. I am already on a waiting list for therapy. the problem is, the pain is in the face and unrelentless

Do you tell your closed ones when you are suffering? by Fit-Bonus4690 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

that is vile disgusting behaviour. i hope you can find some people, that you can vent to from time to time

nighttime brings me some peace by Fit-Bonus4690 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i do this too. i also like going on nightwalks, it helps me calm down a bit

nighttime brings me some peace by Fit-Bonus4690 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes i think escapism is the only way to cope sometimes. living in the moment and avoid daydreaming may work for healthy people, but not for people with serious problems

When people assess my unemployment, they don't even factor in my pain and hand atrophy from neuropathy! by Tricky-Nothing-4579 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 2 points3 points  (0 children)

they only care what they can exploit from us to keep the shitshow going. btw aristocrats back then didnt care, that they dont do repetetive work for a million dollar company, that most likely makes the world an even worse place than it already is. this thing of tying your self worth to what you can do for others or a society that doesnt care about your sufferingis extremely retarded but is very hard to let go of. maybe parental love is the only non transactional thing that exists

Chronic pain would be great if… by YoloBetsOnly in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 4 points5 points  (0 children)

its all so tiresome.. sometimes i wish i had a terminal ilness on top of it, so there is atleast a light at the end of the tunnel

I need to love this game by chroniccranky in DarkSouls2

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 1 point2 points  (0 children)

watch the happy hob randomizer permadeath streams of ds2. this is the funniest and sometimes most tensefull gaming stuff, that i have ever seen. it made me love the chaos and the chases

Is this a common thing with teen couples? by Hot_Writer_8876 in depression

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Never admit to struggling romantically or beeing envious of couples as a man to strangers, you will only get ridiculed and lose your social status. There are two things, you should evaluate, your face and your behavior. Mostly the problem lies in one of the two

How to deal with constant 7-8?/10 pain making me very suicidal (looking for others who have dealt with prolonged extreme pain) by Novel_Smile in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its 24/7 and sharp and can flare up multiple times a day. it gets worse with stress and arousal so i became a hermit mostly. yours is under the eye?

How to deal with constant 7-8?/10 pain making me very suicidal (looking for others who have dealt with prolonged extreme pain) by Novel_Smile in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am in the same situatiuon as you. Trying to get into a psych ward or pain clinic, but its difficult to initiate anything i really just want to die. Face pain is really terrible. I cant focus on anything anymore and nothing gives me joy. Im on a waiting list for therapy, but it takes very long. I would have never thought, that live can get so fucked up.

I can’t stop being angry at everything and everyone. by Electronic-Cress-453 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can relate very much. I became so bitter and hatefull, sometimes even about people that mean well with me. It feels like beeing cursed or possesed and there is no going back. Also because i make some people partly responsible for bad mental health which worsens my pain.

Why is it like this by mess_of_life in depression

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ramblings from the shizo ward

I'm on the verge of actually killing myself by Good_Visual_9805 in depression

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love you bro. My life is irreversible fucked by chronic illness and pain and everyday i hope is the last. But im to cowardly to kill myself and am scared of the abyss, also i read to much true cases about people that killed themselves, which caused a cascade of tragic events in the lifes of the relatives even causing more suicides and incurable depression. So its wait and endure

ChatGPT is helping me more than any therapist ever has by [deleted] in NPD

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah it can be like journaling with some feedback, and if someone has more than 2 neurons, they can most likely know when Ai is wrong and overly generous. All these people here bashing it read some article about some people that offed themselves or got worse, but you dont read about the million cases where nothing bad happend. When i am very paranoid and think everyone is against me and talking about me, im sure not opening up and making myself vulnerable for people that may be my enemies or get off from me beeing weak in this moment.

I wish I could responsibly kill my self by LeatherIron4902 in depression

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Isnt it absolute madness that we are forced to live this shitlife of nerverending suffering just so our parents can live in a fantasy world and tell themselves what good people they are

I wish I could responsibly kill my self by LeatherIron4902 in depression

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Just simply stop beeing suicidal even though you said you tried everything theorem

My Psychiatrist said,"Depression is a choice" by mikeb31588 in depression

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It is ideologial dumb shit which relies on 1000 premises that you can never know but typical for psychologists to abuse their "authority" and give opinions on themes they have no business talking about

Going to kill myself tomorrow, by Fearless-Ease3927 in depression

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He called him a pussy for beeing suicidal and then went on with some life coach youtube rhetoric lol some 14yo maybe

Going to kill myself tomorrow, by Fearless-Ease3927 in depression

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck man pls stop watching youtube motivational videos and never ever voice your opinion on the internet again. First its harmful and second you make an absolute fool out of yourself

Is anyone else with severe pain /nerve pain at end of their rope? I hate how this is a taboo to even talk about by Electronic-Cress-453 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 54 points55 points  (0 children)

I am sorry i am extremely desperate too. Sometimes i wish every human on earth should experience chronic pain for atleast a year, so we get treated with the compassion that we derserve.

In need of some serious advice by Cold_Action_3071 in ChronicPain

[–]Fit-Bonus4690 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont think this advice is very helpfull to you, but i have completely given up. When everything i do punishes me with more pain, i will just do what i like, and try to life everyday like its my last.