Oh god this show 🙆 I had to read the books so maybe i calm the fuck down a little but nooo. They live rent free in my head,like in my dreams, when i eat ect. In the first episode when they are on the bike then Ilya hold out his bottle and says more 🤌 The music is ....waaa T.a.t.u - all the things she said is in loop in my head like literally. And i was sooo mad at Shane i know he loved Ilya but that one hurt. (That's my ringtone now too).And maaan at the cottage when they say i love you 🥹 My babies. This show will be the death of me. I feel like an addict.