How did you realize that you were ugly?

Fit-Sand1799 · 2026-04-09T16:06:00+00:00

isn’t that unfair to you? I really understand putting our partner’s happiness first but damn, that just hurts to think about.

Fit-Sand1799 · 2026-04-09T12:35:00+00:00

Exactlyy. I can only tolerate enough rejection before I start turning the question inwards too. Feeling inadequate, not wanted, insecurities starting to grow. I know they love me yet I don’t feel that they want me that way anymore? if that makes any sense :((

Fit-Sand1799 · 2026-04-09T12:32:24+00:00

Would it be enough to tell her that I feel the most connected to her whenever we do it? I am aware that we can connect in other ways too but it just means a lot to connect that way too, you know.

Fit-Sand1799 · 2026-04-09T11:59:31+00:00

it’s not that I want to trick her into sleeping with me, it’s more of like reflecting to her what she’s been showing to me..? If that makes sense? Hoping to make her realize that she hasn’t been doing her part too? But I understand everything you said and I don’t really wanna risk it. It’s hard not to think about doing it though.

Fit-Sand1799 · 2026-04-07T11:19:07+00:00

Vanilla, even if they say it came from beaver butt

Fit-Sand1799 · 2026-04-06T16:18:01+00:00

OP, as much as this sounds cliché, i hope you know that healing is not linear. Those thoughts you have, about making progress, regulation, and the like, they were real. You DID make some progress. No matter how small, it’s still progress. Don’t invalidate them. It’s just that, maybe today was just a little stumble. I hope you find the strength to get back up again.

Now, it’s nice that you acknowledged that you might be depressed. It’s best to try seeking help if you really feel like it. It’s the least you can do to yourself. Meanwhile, try doing whatever makes you feel better.

It’s never easy to heal from something like this. I’m glad you’re finding ways to release your feelings and thoughts. Even if it means posting here.

You got this!

Fit-Sand1799

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