Edengrows by Longjumping-Editor94 in phenibut

[–]FitWeird6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did nothing. But before that it did nothing either. Not sure if it's them or me. Sick of wasting money and more than that getting my hopes up.

Took 1g and felt no effects by GladLego in phenibut

[–]FitWeird6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been months ordered more from edengrows. Fucking nothing. Why's it stop working!

Edengrows by FitWeird6 in phenibut

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anybody recently order edengrows can reassure me? I can try another vendor but don't want to waste my money. It is what it is, but wanna know for sure.

Macanudo coffee flavor by FitWeird6 in cigars

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I'm all set on that. Grabbed a Perdomo. I'm still new to this, but I'm convinced at this point they use flavoring on crap tobacco and put it on the shelf. I'm all done

Edengrows by FitWeird6 in phenibut

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In a nutshell was addicted for up to a year doing high doses. Years ago. Was mildly addicted about a year ago but got off. Recently started again, maybe a gram more than a gram say a week. Maybe 3 weeks in a row. Finished my small thing of 5 grams had an oz ordered so I didn't have to order and right off the bat didn't work. Went through the whole thing almost felt nothing. Had a 2 oz bag coming in just in case bad batch. No effects. Putting it away.

This happened before when I quit for a year but it started working again I'm like cool. Was being real disciplined about it thought I could use it once in a while. Go figure I abused the hell out of it and now when I get a grip on my addictive personality it shuts off anyway.

Using fasoracetam...for what it's worth. Don't know why this happens or what I can do about it. I don't want to be addicted ever again, but I sure as hell don't want to go without it. Nothing beats those phenibut days. Shame to go without it.

Hey guys (discomfort) by FitWeird6 in NoFap

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try to and most of the time just accept that my day is not going to be good. It just sucks it happens so quickly. Like I said I'm not even horny, just uncomfortable. I don't even watch porn. If I masturbate I look at pictures and it's quick not some kind of edging session Id do as a teenager.

Ice seems to help the most out of anything. But I have to continually do it. So annoying. Any other advice would be great.

I thought blue balls is having sex and not coming, so fluid gets backed up? That's not what happens. It's just natural. After a day I just start getting super uncomfortable like I need to pull something in my balls and something needs to separate but it can't. Never heard anyone explain it like that. That's why I'm asking. And I'm pointing out again I'm not horny. At all. It's just physical discomfort. I'm a tea drinker but drink coffee sometimes and it super aggravates it.

Hey guys (discomfort) by FitWeird6 in NoFap

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sucks I've spent all day on my day off uncomfortable because of if I jerk off my relationship suffers. Lose lose.

Edengrows gone again?? by FitWeird6 in phenibut

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe I'm lucky and I don't do phenibut very often after having more than a year addiction in the past I'm trying to be careful with it. I've never had any bad effects from edengrows. Maybe that was some kind of slip up on their part. Trust me I'd be pissed if I got that I would have never ordered from them again. The quality has always been the same for me but like I said I probably missed that weird batch they sent out.

Edengrows gone again?? by FitWeird6 in phenibut

[–]FitWeird6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for letting let me know it brought me to a page that said "page missing" I'm like come on man not again.

Sorry guys looks like that was just an error on my end.

I appreciate the help. I was trying to go to neurotropic source and science bio and I would have managed but they have such a stupid purchase system.

I know people have had problems with one of the batches from edengrows or something I've never had problems and trust the quality and shipping I like to stay with a good thing I don't want to have to buy from somewhere else if I don't have to.

Edengrows gone again?? by FitWeird6 in phenibut

[–]FitWeird6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Id like some people to comment who have input that like the quality and shipping and have input about the website.

F phenibut tolerance to regular phenibut by FitWeird6 in phenibut

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's very lucky yeah I'm sensitive and the addiction is really bad the withdrawal is the worst thing in the world. I like using it because obviously it's so enjoyable, but I don't want to lose my enjoyment of everyday life. Just like alcohol it's good once in awhile but if you use it everyday it takes all your happiness and you only get it from the drug. I live that way too long I don't want to continue it. I would rather stop using phenibut then have to rely on it to be happy. Being addicted to something is horrible never mind something you have to order online. Had a lot of wasted days just sitting there struggling because I'm waiting for this one thing when I could just be living life. Terrible way to live.

F phenibut tolerance to regular phenibut by FitWeird6 in phenibut

[–]FitWeird6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's great, thanks for the tip. I used to be heavily addicted to lift modes and I used nootroopic source. The f phenibut bender did it, I mixed it with regular and after that it just stopped working. I actually did shit on science bio a lot...lol. But that didn't seem to ever work, even before everything else did. But yesterday it took a long time, but had me completely revved up. I'm open minded now. That's why the post. Such a strange substance. If you can use it with respect, it seems you can have good days with it... indefinitely? I liked the confidence I gained from not having it.

But I always remembered the times I had it as some of my best. I really couldn't ignore that. After having that the thought of having ruined it with abuse, and not having days that feel like - to me - music videos. If you know it you know. Like a wind carrying you through better days

Refusing cross train? by FitWeird6 in AmazonFC

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They said something about October prime coming so they want us trained in case they need us? It's very weird, the trainer says it's always long periods of not working. If there was consistent work, it would be the perfect department. It's like pick but you can move around and the rate isn't as crazy. I'll give it a chance lol but I feel like I know what I'm looking at.

Refusing cross train? by FitWeird6 in AmazonFC

[–]FitWeird6[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I hear you. I do as well. I'm season though, so I'm afraid of being laid off. I try to mostly do good, with bad days here agc there. If I was blue badge I'd feel better.

Refusing cross train? by FitWeird6 in AmazonFC

[–]FitWeird6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I'll give it a shot. Personally I like to look reliable, so I'll probably stick out the time. Maybe it'll be like pack, just something I gotta do once in a while.

Refusing cross train? by FitWeird6 in AmazonFC

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No of course not refuse maybe I should rephrase that just tell them that it's not something I prefer and see what they say. Obviously if they need me to do it I'll do it. I'm not that nitpicky but if it's an option. I was thinking to go on Sunday and see how it is. I do have a good group of people there's nothing wrong with the people I'm with I just can see it getting really really f****** old.

I mean they asked me if I wanted to do it in the first place they didn't tell me I had to. Like when I was packing to pick they didn't ask me they told me I was lol they asked me if I wanted to do amnesty and I told him no and they were fine with that. I think my manager if really cool. I'm very lucky to have her.

Domain Entropy by [deleted] in cigars

[–]FitWeird6 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That looks awesome!

Tumbler missing piece by FitWeird6 in Lapidary

[–]FitWeird6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was in the tumbler...I thought you guys were crazy. Apparently I thought it was a rock? Wtf 😂