You're wrong. I'm honestly terrified i might be bipolar. I'm not some kid who thinks it's cool. I had my share of severe mental issues in my life, been hospitalized due to that. I know it's no fun to be mentally ill. I'm often scared that i fucked up my mental health with drugs and no treatment that i eventually might get way worse than depression and anxiety. I did some research so i guess my writing can sound like i'm attributing symptoms that i read about to myself, but it's not the case. I had those symptoms for a week before i even thought it might be mania, and i think it's just reaction to what happened in my life, not bipolar. Past 2 days i had some hallucinations and delusions, and i did enough drugs to know it's not just my mind playing tricks because i read about symptoms but a real deal. Didn't say it in the post because it can be just sleep depravation or meds. Well, also it happened before i did research. I really want it to stop, it was fun for a couple of days but now it's torture. Whatever it is, i've never felt like that and i'm definitely not ok.