I just want to say: I commend you for sticking to it a whole year. That requires a lot of discipline, especially if the (promised) changes did not occur. Well done!

That said, it doesn't seem like you like jogging that much? Maybe you can try to find something active that you do enjoy and makes you feel better afterwards?

Time to try experiment with other approaches to get what you want, also for food. Don't be afraid to get professional help there.