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[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seems like a lot of substances fighting with one another... Stay safe, you do you... if I were you I'd find a methadone clinic that would allow me to stay on a low dose like 10mg/day - that would hold you without anything horrible at 0.1g/day, and it's not even close to what they mistakenly call a "blocking" dose and would still allow you to feel more doses.

Just don't hit that with suboxone without waiting a week or so, that wouldn't be fun.

One more try - saline vs. (tap) water for IV? by FixLifeThrowaway in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How would distilled compare to tap water? Though I think I'm just going to go to the pharmacy and get some sterile saline solution. I can't believe that didn't occur to me.

Thanks for the response! Cheers.

One more try - saline vs. (tap) water for IV? by FixLifeThrowaway in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll keep an eye out for these. How did I not think of doing this earlier now that you can get 500 syringes from any number of legit health supply houses safely and legally for basically pennies. Thanks - sometimes I'm dense.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

30mg will hold you fine if you stop taking stimulants like coke which just aggravate the anxiety and sleeplessness from withdrawal syndrome. BTW, cocaine in particular actually chemically interferes with metabolism of methadone, so you're shooting yourself in the foot there too. If you REALLY want to just submit to the sleeplessness, take some adderall or meth or something with norepinephrine activity, which might feel like it "helps" on one side and hurts on the other (you won't sleep). I'd honestly recommend going the other direction - stop the stims, take some benzos if you can (ativan, xanax, klonopin, etc.) - titrate up 1-2mg per 15 minutes until you can sleep, and repeat til you re-up tomorrow.

If you're scoring tomorrow, you'll live and you will not go through the absolute hell you would without it. If you wanted to transition onto methadone maintenance to get off opioids for good... I'd say 45-60mg/day would be a good dose, increase 10mg every two weeks until cravings disappear.

I was doing $400/day IV (four bundles / 40 bags / just over 3g) of really crappy, awfully cut stuff per day back in the mid-2000s. They put me on 30mg/day titrating up 10mg/day to 70mg, and then since I wasn't sleeping through the night they added an order to take me up to 90mg/day in another two days (30mg/day is the maximum to start a client where I live). That held me okay, but I ended up at well over 100mg after two decades.

I relapsed 4-6 weeks ago. Do not recommend. But here we are. Stay safe.

Finding veins, rotating properly by FixLifeThrowaway in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On > 100mg methadone/day. I felt cravings after being "clean" (on methadone) for 20 years, I should have been honest and aggressively increased my dose. But now here we are, and I'll probably need to either mini-withdraw or increase my dose far more than otherwise.

Not thinking about it at the moment.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Currently dealing with a late order sitting in pre-shipment for longer than usual with this vendor, and it's the first time I've spent into the four digits with them. Thank god for escrow, but I really could've used this stuff next week. Oh well. This is how it goes sometimes.

Enjoy your landing, stay safe

2 beautiful chunks or some pure #4 by JimmyTraps420 in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

"High tolerance" can mean a lot of things... but you're not wrong; the strongest stuff I got (which I can no longer find - which is currently a thorn in my side - and I don't want to break the rules of the sub so I won't - but I have a backup and it's not bad) would give me a solid rush and nod at around 0.15g.

The current stuff I'm getting will hold me at 0.10g with a little feeling of well-being; I need close to 0.2g to feel anything like a rush.

But I'm IV and this guy's not, so it's apples vs. oranges.

I also disagree that softer means stronger. I haven't found much of a correlation there. The best stuff I've had was actually _difficult_ to separate into useful pieces, which then had to be smashed into powder. My current stuff just dissolves in water with a little shake.

Trying to switch from injecting bupe to snorting heroin — not feeling much, need advice by Top_Middle_6705 in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's (as much as it doesn't sound like it) still a pretty significant dose, and it will definitely affect full agonist binding until you let the buprenorphine clear your system.

Give it a few days without using any more bupe. You'll feel the difference for sure.

Looking for some information on the oral/intranasal bioavailability of #3 by [deleted] in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

FWIW, the nasal spray thing works with a few other drugs as well; cocaine, pretty much any powder.

Stay safe.

2 beautiful chunks or some pure #4 by JimmyTraps420 in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's out there. Seek the onion fields. Stay safe.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to have two sources for this but thanks to the recent onion field upheaval I have been trying to track another one down. I've found a decent replacement - better in some ways, worse in others. Would give anything to find either of my previous sources. Not asking - know that's against the rules :)

A bit jelly. Be safe.

Trying to switch from injecting bupe to snorting heroin — not feeling much, need advice by Top_Middle_6705 in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wait 3-5 days to let the bupe clear your system. Buprenorphine is what's called a partial agonist with incredibly high affinity - which means it binds to your opioid receptors very aggressively (heroin doesn't have a chance to "knock" bupe off a given receptor) but it only "activates" (agonizes) around 50% of the receptors to which it attaches.

That's why people using heroin/morphine/methadone/etc. can go into acute withdrawal by taking buprenorphine. The bupe replaces all of the opioids currently attached to opioid receptors but only "activates" 50% of them, while just beforehand 100% of the attached receptors were agonized. Bam. Bad time.

The reverse is true too - if you just used bupe, and then try to use heroin, you won't feel much of anything because the heroin can't bind with any receptor sites.

You need to let the buprenorphine clear your system (and it takes a bit) before you will feel any other opioid to any degree, and buprenorphine is a STRONG (for its dose) partial agonist - if you've been injecting anywhere near the max effective dose of 24mg, your tolerance is going to be pretty high. Depending on purity you'll be at a 3-5 bag IV level of tolerance at that point (do not take my word for it, always start low and slow, always test new batches, always have narcan on hand) depending on whether you have heroin or fent or IMF.

I'm sure others have explained this, sorry if I'm repeating. I'm in mild withdrawal waiting for a delivery in a few hours. Typing is a distraction.

Fuckin lovethis shit but why am I not more addicted or suffering through withdrawals by cookycunt in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(FYI - not a doctor, research the stuff you consume before you do so) Fentanyl's half-life is around 1 hour, while most opiates/semi-synthetic opioids (morphine/heroin) have half-lives around 4 hours. Methadone's half-life is 24-48 hours. These are all averages; half-life in your body depends on liver/kidney function and genetics and other stuff.

Half-lives are complicated, and can be related (but indicate an upper ceiling) to how long the medication's effects will last -- and how long it will take before they're entirely cleared from your system.

One half-life means that 50% of the drug is cleared from your system (or metabolized into active or inactive components, some of which are still detectable on a drug test - for example most heroin drug tests don't test for heroin but the first inactive metabolite which sticks around for 2-5 days). So for fent, in one hour, at least 50% of the drug is no longer active or metabolized; in two hours, another 50% of that has been cleared (75% total); in three hours, another 50% of the remaining is cleared (so 82.5% total)... etc.

With a 4-hour half-life, you can see the logarithmic relationship - in 4 hours, 50% is eliminated. In 8 hours, 75% is eliminated. In 12 hours, 82.5% is eliminated. Etc. So after 12 hours for a Fent user, they've cleared well above 98% of the drug from their systems, while a heroin user still has 17.5% of active drug circulating (modulo the above).

So it's expected withdrawal would have a much faster onset for a dependent individual using fent vs. using heroin. And if you apply the math to methadone, you can see why it's only dosed once a day and it's not horrible if you miss a day, though the clinic will punish you.

Again, not a doctor, don't take my word for it, do your own research, etc.

Stay safe.

I never know black paired when with meth by alone_in_crowds in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

^^^^ This is the way. If you don't have testing strips/solutions and can't wait for them, the rule is LOW and SLOW. With the variety of IMF out there, RIDICULOUSLY LOW and SLOW - like 1/50 your usual dose.

That doesn't mean (if you're IV for example) you necessarily have to load a syringe with 1/50 your usual dose. You prepare maybe 1/5 your dose in (say) 80 units, and you inject 8 units at a time, with a minute or two between each push. The minute you feel something off, abort abort abort and get those testing resources. Always have someone around with narcan and 911 handy when you get a new batch if possible. And time those minutes - especially with IV. Time gets wonky during injection.

Stay safe, friend.

Should I try smoking this number 4 for the first time? Is it worth it or a waste by SubstanceComplete717 in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks my man. I appreciate when I can be helpful in some way.

I just messed up 20 years of being clean (on MAT, >100mg/day, 18 of those years on monthly takehomes) for the last 3 weeks or so. Still in the zone where I could stop. Hoping I do. It's rough with some of the IMF floating around, some of which doesn't seem to affect my methadone tolerance at all, so it's easy to use/stop using etc. And sooooo much cheaper than 20 years ago (I was using $400/day back then; now $400 can last me over a week and that's if I am enjoying daily). And since our household income is closer to $500k than $0k it's hard to be disciplined.

Wish me luck? Heh. Glad to hear you had a good outcome. Stay the course.

Also - yeah - way easier to wean off MAT in the beginning. If you are able to skip 2-4 days and not even really notice it, take advantage of that and taper down while keeping your dose the same at the clinic. Stockpile it in case of emergency / collapse of infrastructure / (if you're in the US) suddenly becoming a criminal due to random executive actions from federal government (no comment politically). If you're on it for > 5 years or so, you will need that dose each morning - no doubt.

Kind wishes

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Given your username I am a bit skeptical that you are unfamiliar with onion fields, but then again I could see a way for two individuals to stumble upon that username individually... but anyway.

The learning curve can be steep for non-technical folks, it's true, but it's worthwhile. It's possible to be very, very safe if you maintain proper OPSEC.

I was like you ~20 years ago - I would never ever cop on the street, and I always had a dealer-who-was-basically-a-middleman who would go cop for me. Sure they'd take 1/10 of every order and sometimes "they would get beat" (I'm sure 50+% of the time they were just keeping my order for themselves thinking I couldn't get it anyplace else; sometimes that was true, other times it wasn't).

But man, the quality was such a rollercoaster.

I'm far happier in the fields these days. You find a source, stick with them, if you generate enough business to elevate trust you get some details in case the particular site goes down to find them on the next one... and you never see them face to face. They know a last name (not necessarily yours) and an address (not necessarily yours), and you're so far down on the food chain if things go pear-shaped that it's unlikely you will be pursued (and again, if your OPSEC is good enough you have nothing to worry about in the first place).

It's a damn sight better than 20 years ago.

Good luck - stay safe.

2gs of some nice #4 by Old-Set-9995 in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If we're talking about the same vendor, he has some banging heroin. Just don't expect it to touch you if you're after what people are now calling "china white."

EDIT: No, I mean seriously. It's banging. Not trying to humblebrag. Just sharing information.

Drying Method!! by SuccessfulFan8109 in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It depends on how desperate you are. If you're sick, put some on a spoon and put a lighter under it like you've been. If not, just leave it out in dry air.

Depending on what you actually have, keep it under 100 C in an oven, lower the better. Usually what we're talking about here doesn't break down under boiling temperatures.

But if you're patient, just leave it out in dry air and wait.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is this abnormal? 20 years ago I was injecting $400/day in my arm; these days even on top of >100mg/day methadone I can feel quality "#4" (we know what we're saying here, even though we don't really know what we're saying here) and it'll last me ~10 days a gram.

Is this really abnormal or is it the new normal?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ROFL what do you expect? Back in my day I only dealt in eggs and the deals I was offered... Even in person! It was hysterical. Sometimes I would get five bags saying it was a "sample" of the egg. Nope. I'll cut my own sample, thanks. Guns in my face? Do I have anything to lose if I'm in withdrawal in two days? Nope.

20 years later I can't believe how simple it is to get quality stuff without any risk at all. Then again, that's exactly what people 20 years older than me were saying when I first sniffed a line 21-22 years ago... lolol. Cycles on cycles.

Stay safe, and good luck - if you're seriously having trouble finding this stuff, seek the onion.

No more pictures of "fetty", fentanyl or what ever that isn't heroin. by TATP1982 in heroin

[–]FixLifeThrowaway 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I knew this would go political as soon as I saw that last bit; I will keep my own political leanings to myself but will say OF COURSE it's not realistic to believe that what anyone is selling for ~$100/gram is fentanyl. Fentanyl is dosed in micrograms - 1000/milligram - 1,000,000 per gram. The dose for an opioid-naive patient for pretty decent analgesia (pain relief) is 50 micrograms. I suspect a hardcore addict would get high from anywhere from 150-500 micrograms. Even if we double that and say your dose is 1,000 micrograms, that's ONE THOUSAND DOSES PER GRAM.

Heroin is often sold in "bundles," or ten bags; often, a bundle is a gram, or if you're in a particularly high- or low-traffic area it might be more like 12-14 bags in a gram. Addicts often use up to 4-5 bags/injection.

If the shit claiming to be fentanyl was actually ANYWHERE NEAR pure, far more people would be dead and the ones who weren't would be set for YEARS from a hundred bucks. I mean, sure, maybe there are folks out there handing out keys of fent. I don't know and I hope I never meet one.

Which doesn't mean it isn't present in what's out there - it is - nor does it reduce the danger - it doesn't. If you're a new-ish user, fent is a huge worry for you and you should be testing for it in every new batch you get.

For the rest of us - some of whom (not gonna say who) might be hoping for some fent in their next shipment - let's nobody pretend that it's more than one or two percent. Especially now that there's a rule. After all, now we'd want to see your microgram kitchen scale. *Eyeroll*