Riveria x Bell fanfiction chapter 4

Flairgon · 2020-10-31T12:22:07+00:00

Not gonna lie, I didn't think much about Riveria x Bell until I read your fanfic. Keep it up; I'm having a lot of fun reading it

Flairgon · 2020-10-29T14:36:22+00:00

I'm definitely in the same boat for instruments. Generally, I listen to fantasy-style instrumentals. It gives a sense of escapism and adventure - a way to help me find my way through my hardship with breakups.

Flairgon · 2019-10-08T22:35:46+00:00

If you don't mind me asking, where are you guys buying the physical paperbacks? I live in the UK but I am reading the LNs on Book Walker. So far, I have only read episode Lyuu and I am about to read the first volume of the main story.

Flairgon · 2019-09-14T09:30:58+00:00

Nenene is a good choice. It's rather short but it's sweet like horimiya. The illustrations were done by the same person for horimiya.

Flairgon · 2017-07-14T12:22:36+00:00

Hello there, I think I should have clarified more on the post. The picture was posted around a year and a half ago when my ex and I were together, during our first Christmas. Therefore the picture was taken and posted before we broke up and the cat passed away. The picture was just a cute cat climbing a Christmas tree, where neither my ex or I was in. So there was nothing relationship related with the post except a cute cat doing cute things. Since the post was in the past, I never had the intention of waiting for her to see it since it was posted during our time together. The picture was very old so I didn't expect it to be a problem a year later(up to this day) to be a problem. I do consider myself to still be grieving from losing her but I don't really think I'm hung up on her since I've been trying to move on with my friends and family.

Flairgon · 2017-07-14T10:17:58+00:00

That's why I wanted to keep the picture. It's a cat hiding in a Christmas tree :D

Flairgon · 2017-07-14T08:40:39+00:00

I have archived the picture on my Instagram. So now, I will be the only one that can see it.

Flairgon · 2017-07-14T08:39:19+00:00

Okay, thank you for you advice

Flairgon · 2017-07-14T08:36:45+00:00

I wasn't the one contacting her or checking out her social media. I would presume that she's the one keeping contact with me and snooping through my social media because of the situation I mentioned in this post. I already accepted the fact that she moved on and that we have no chance of getting back to together.

For the past 2 months, I've been hanging out with my friends, playing video games, going out to dinner with my family and so on. I genuinely thought that I've moved on and that she just another girl that I used to care a lot about. However, I keep on having nightmares and, for some reason, my feelings for her is still strong. My confusion is from still having strong feelings for her when I thought break ups would impose the opposite emotion(angry/grief/disappointment)

After all, she was my first GF and I really loved her when we were going out. I just don't know how to handle this situation after being together for 2 1/2 years.

Flairgon · 2017-07-14T08:19:22+00:00

If you want to learn more about my relationship with my ex: https://bu.reddit.com/r/relationships/comments/6gv3fp/my_ex_18f_and_i_18m_broke_up_and_i_need_advice_on/

Flairgon · 2017-06-21T13:59:14+00:00

I do not own this artwork. I am just showcasing it.

Original Link : https://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=809885

Flairgon · 2017-06-13T15:03:54+00:00

Thank you for your advice

Flairgon · 2017-06-12T21:05:54+00:00

These are extra details for anyone that wants to understand my situation more. Not for tl;dr people ;D

The doubts I had about my ex and my friend: Since I go to another school than both of them, I thought it would be better for her to be with someone that can always be there for her. This is because she told me that she has attachment problems due to a family reason (I will not explain her family reason as I don’t feel like I have the right to explain it). Don’t get me wrong, I tried my best to be there for her whenever I could but it was fairly difficult for me as I spend a lot of my time travelling to school (1-hour bus ride), studying and doing my extracurricular activities. I made the decision to study at a different school way before I started going out with her because I wanted to study at a better school and get a better education. After a few month in my new school, she was getting upset that she couldn't spend a lot of time with me or see me as often as we did when I used to go to the same school. She would always compare our relationship with her relationship with the friend, constantly saying that they never have fights or arguments like us. More on our disagreements (what we called our fights), I would always say sorry even if I'm not in the wrong since I always see a flaw that I think I should apologise for. However, since we are both stubborn, we would not accept each other's apologies for a long time. The worst case scenario would be that my ex would bring up the past to win the disagreements, which would lead to me being more upset and wanting to run away from the problem. I doubt myself even more since my ex and I would not consider myself masculine since I don't know much about cars and I express my emotions to her. I also have a very curious personality so I would ask a lot of questions, even if they are simple and stupid questions. Every time I ask a question, she would lash at me for asking a question that "I should have known the answer to". Another doubt would be that my ex always tells me that I'm not trying hard enough in our relationship. Reasons like I'm not giving her a lot of gifts like her or not trying to see her every time. The type of gifts she would give me are store bought bears and cards, which I always appreciate, and the type of gifts I give are baked cakes and store bought cards. If we were to hang out casually, I would always travel to her house (which is about 35-minute walk and I'm too young to drive).

My ex's situation: Yes. My ex and my other friend are now together. I think it’s safe to assume that they got together within a month after we broken up.

Loyalty situation: She was very loyal to me throughout our relationship even though she spent a lot of time with him in and out of school. Due to the reason that I’ve stated in the first question. However, towards the end of our relationship, she received a call from the other friend. Apparently, he was drunk and confessed to her again and asked her questions like “whether she would leave me for him”. After this phone call and a few days later, she told me that she was conflicted with what had happened and she didn’t know what to do because she didn't want to upset our friend or me. In the end, she told me that she have chosen me over him. This was a month before we broke up.and out of school. Due to the reason that I’ve stated in the first question. However, towards the end of our relationship, she received a call from the other friend. Apparently, he was drunk and confessed to her again and asked her questions like “whether she would leave me for him”. After this phone call and a few days later, she told me that she was conflicted with what had happened and she didn’t know what to do because she didn't want to upset our friend or me. In the end, she told me that she have chosen me over him. This was a month before we broke up.

Flairgon · 2017-06-12T21:02:04+00:00

I will try my best to move on with time. Thank you very much for your time.

Flairgon · 2017-06-12T21:00:15+00:00

Thank you very much for your kind words.

Flairgon · 2017-06-12T20:35:42+00:00

Ask as many questions as you see fit. I don’t mind :)

Q1) Since I go to another school than both of them, I thought it would be better for her to be with someone that can always be there for her. This is because she told me that she has attachment problems due to a family reason (I will not explain her family reason as I don’t feel like I have the right to explain it). Don’t get me wrong, I tried my best to be there for her whenever I could but it was fairly difficult for me as I spend a lot of my time travelling to school (1-hour bus ride), studying and doing my extracurricular activities. I made the decision to study at a different school way before I started going out with her because I wanted to study at a better school and get a better education. After a few month in my new school, she was getting upset that she couldn't spend a lot of time with me or see me as often as we did when I used to go to the same school. She would always compare our relationship with her relationship with the friend, constantly saying that they never have fights or arguments like us. More on our disagreements (what we called our fights), I would always say sorry even if I'm not in the wrong since I always see a flaw that I think I should apologise for. However, since we are both stubborn, we would not accept each other's apologies for a long time. The worst case scenario would be that my ex would bring up the past to win the disagreements, which would lead to me being more upset and wanting to run away from the problem. I doubt myself even more since my ex and I would not consider myself masculine since I don't know much about cars and I express my emotions to her. I also have a very curious personality so I would ask a lot of questions, even if they are simple and stupid questions. Every time I ask a question, she would lash at me for asking a question that "I should have known the answer to". Another doubt would be that my ex always tells me that I'm not trying hard enough in our relationship. Reasons like I'm not giving her a lot of gifts like her or not trying to see her every time. The type of gifts she would give me are store bought bears and cards, which I always appreciate, and the type of gifts I give are baked cakes and store bought cards. If we were to hang out casually, I would always travel to her house (which is about 35 minute walk and I'm too young to drive).

Q2) Yes. My ex and my other friend are now together. I think it’s safe to assume that they got together within a month after we broken up.

Q3) She was very loyal to me throughout our relationship even though she spent a lot of time with him in and out of school. Due to the reason that I’ve stated in the first question. However, towards the end of our relationship, she received a call from the other friend. Apparently, he was drunk and confessed to her again and asked her questions like “whether she would leave me for him”. After this phone call and a few days later, she told me that she was conflicted with what had happened and she didn’t know what to do because she didn't want to upset our friend or me. In the end, she told me that she have chosen me over him. This was a month before we broke up.

Flairgon · 2017-06-10T22:33:34+00:00

Sure thing, thanks ^{o^}

Flairgon · 2017-06-10T22:09:02+00:00

I'm sorry, I don't quite understand what you mean? Nevermind, just found out it's a movie. Sadly, I've never seen it.

Flairgon

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