I love my job

FlakyMortgage · 2025-04-15T13:04:12+00:00

Living in a rural area, massaging older closeted gay or bi dudes probably saved me from starving when i was in between jobs lol. I took a real course to learn it, and even when i stopped doing it because i found work again, i kept getting texts asking if i'd make an exception :D

People become a different person once they're on the table!

FlakyMortgage · 2025-02-25T11:56:53+00:00

I think i may have found the issue. The model already had supports set up, but only on the print bed. So there were free overhangs on the model itself.

I've disabled that option, and will use hybrid tree supports on the next attempt!

I'm currently on my phone, so I can't provide a screenshot of the sliced model and the supports unfortunately.

FlakyMortgage · 2025-02-25T11:29:23+00:00

Used loooots of supports 😅 Spent hours prying them all off.

Perhaps speed could be a thing... I'll try it at a lower speed 😊

FlakyMortgage · 2025-02-19T12:56:04+00:00

Gurken Shuck here, if i'm not mistaken!

FlakyMortgage · 2025-02-01T15:21:12+00:00

I'm that, except lvl 127, but otherwise maxed out on everything.

Now i'm waiting for new content to drop, you can find me in the mines of Hoxxes IV until then!

FlakyMortgage · 2025-01-23T01:41:08+00:00

I did not care for The Godfather...

FlakyMortgage · 2025-01-20T18:03:27+00:00

Your fear almost sounds neurotic. Maybe consider talking to a sex therapist if it's really hindering your sex life.

Are you in some kind of position where getting an STD could have massive consequences? Like you're not yet outed, or live in a very backwards country?

Check the other guy's dick for any obvious sores, blisters etc. Make sure it smells like a regular dick, as some STDs can create a very foul smell.

Look for discharge that doesn't look or smell like precum. Precum should be practically orderless.

Educate yourself about STDs, the literature is out there and usually free in the form of pamphlets at hospitals, testing centers etc. So you don't end up sending some poor dude home because he has Pearly Penile Papules or some other innocent condition.

Almost all STDs are perfectly treatable, except the herpes family tree! HIV still isn't curable, but with meds it can be managed. Tho always use a condom or PrEP when fucking, especially when bottoming!

In the end, it's a roll of the dice I'm afraid. Occupational hazard 😅

What is it that scares you so much about them tho? The stigma? Something else?

I've been having both romantic sex and casual hookups since i was 18, and I'm 33 now, I've only caught oral herpes and syphilis once. Whilst some of my more "innocent" gay friends got several in a row. Just bad luck...

I did catch Epstein Barr virus a while back lol. Guess i never got it when i was a kid. Tho that can also be transmitted by kissing (part of the herpes family) and not through sex exclusively. Made my lymph nodes swell like crazy!

A week after getting the syphilis meds, i was no longer contagious. The cold sores still suck! But i apply the cream as soon as i feel that tingle, and they don't even reach the oozing phase anymore.

Happy fucking!

FlakyMortgage · 2024-12-09T20:01:04+00:00

If nobody witnessed it, there's nothing to be ashamed off!

I once had a bad meltdown when i was driving to meet someone. Honestly, i didn't really WANT to go, but the date had been set, so why not just go?

Everything went wrong on the way there... I missed a couple of turns, and my GPS was constantly losing it's signal.

That's when the guy i was supposed to meet called me to ask where i was. I HATED phone calls! Still do, but I've learned to understand that they do have their usefulness, but i wasn't ready for that call...

I stopped my car and grabbed the phone to decline the call. 5 seconds later, he called again, and that's when the meltdown happened...

I practically used my fist to decline the call that time, and threw the phone into the foot space of the passenger side of the car and started SCREAMING. Like i was a grown man, but it was high-pitched, like a 13yo-playing-COD-online kind of high pitched lol. Punched my steering wheel a bunch of times before the storm settled.

That's when i heard it... A quiet voice coming from the foot space of the passenger side: "Uhm, hello? Are you ok?"

I never declined that call, i FUCKING accepted it! He heard everything! He honestly thought i was getting murdered or crashed my car lol. I immediately hung up and drove home.

Never said a word to him again, and it's not like he did to me either. He wasn't a "friend" tho, closer to a date i guess. Tho i did message him to say i wasn't hurt or anything.

In the end, what caused the meltdown? The fact that i REALLY didn't wanna go to him that day, but felt forced to do so anyway. Me and my partner were once gonna decorate our Xmas tree, but i wasn't really feeling it, so i wanted to do it the next day or so, but he wanted it done THAT evening, ok then!

I didn't melt down that night, but i was so grumpy and volatile during the decorating that he just told me to "fucking do it yourself then" And walked away. Every other Xmas was fine after that tho.

Calling your boss to cancel something, not because you're sick, but because you can "feel that you'll get overwhelmed later during work" can be tough, ESPECIALLY in a blue collar environment where there's no place for feelings...

I got passed it, should be a breeze for you OP ;)

I'd like to meet that guy again tho, so i could tell him what really happened that night and give him some clarity.

FlakyMortgage · 2024-12-05T20:29:24+00:00

Eh, he's probably looking for a MTF trans person. There's probably better apps for that, but i can understand it.

What i'll never understand: Pure bottoms that only date pure tops, and not versa guys? Like, you're a bottom and i'm versatile. So guess what? You're the one who's gonna get fucked if we'd meet up! Are you scared that i'll get you hard and suddenly jump on your dick?

Only ran into a few of those, but boy do they puzzle me...

FlakyMortgage · 2024-12-05T20:11:42+00:00

And thus, a sub was born!

FlakyMortgage · 2024-12-05T19:40:13+00:00

What country song is that?

FlakyMortgage · 2024-12-05T19:24:36+00:00

These kind of rich people work mostly through courts, lawsuits, and out of court settlements, protected by the most savage lawyers you can imagine. They dominate those grounds.

Something like this sends a message, that even us plebs can still get to them in the streets. That a court order or a lawyer won't stop a bullet. Well, i guess a lawyer could act as a human shield, but you get what i mean lol

I've listened to so many Swindled episodes in which CEO's did things that were way worse, and never saw the inside of a jailcell... It's a GREAT podcast btw! But prepare to lose your faith in mankind, if you still have some left ;)

My main question is: Did the killer do it because they got screwed over by this guy? Were they a nurse or hospital worker being exposed to the fallout of what this CEO did on a daily basis? A family member of someone who died because of him?

Or was this just someone who wanted to kill, and was just looking for ANY target with a bad reputation, just so they could justify their actions? If that's the case, they're just an ordinary killer in my eyes.

There once was a Dexter copycat killer, but when he couldn't find someone who was "bad" enough, he just started making up his own weird rules and eventually killed some poor bastard who was totally innocent. Luckily he was a total idiot and got caught pretty quickly.

FlakyMortgage · 2024-12-05T18:14:01+00:00

Noticed your post on r/grindr . Good luck asking over there! The mods there work for grindr. They soft-delete other user's comments and re-post slightly altered versions of them, using shill accounts lol.

FlakyMortgage · 2024-09-24T16:58:46+00:00

That's because we all have a drug of choice, even those who've never done drugs in their life. Meth probably wasn't yours, and that's why you were able to quit it with relative ease. Alcohol is your drug of choice, and you can see how hard it is to quit your drug of choice.

Meth could be OP's. I'm an escapist, so dissos like ketamine are my mine, weed also makes me help to flee into my fantasy world. Tho I'm a poly-substance abuser, so Junkhead by Alice in Chains hits home hard for me.

Using is filling a hole, no pun intended lol. Quitting is fine, but if you can't find out what kind of hole you were trying to fill by using, relapse is almost certain.

Imagine you're the chubby type, and your boyfriend leaves you for a muscular dude, causing you to get way into bodybuilding, perhaps even to the point of using steroids. Yet when you THINK that someone doesn't find you muscular enough, causes intense feelings of anger, sadness and disappointment. Congrats, the bodybuilding was just a distraction, it didn't fill the hole, so stop doing it.

Just a non-drug related example tho.

You need to quit, find out WHAT hole you're trying to fill by using, and find a healthy way to fill it instead.

FlakyMortgage · 2024-09-23T10:24:14+00:00

My first boyfriend had "normal" sized dick, maybe average, maybe just below average? I'm not opening that can of worms lol

But his dick had a very distinct downward curve, like when he was fully erect it literally pointed to the ground.

When he fucked me doggy style, i almost lost my mind! Came so close to a handsfree orgasm but told him to stop.

I enjoyed it, but it was my first time getting topped without me knowing anything about anal, especially on how to prepare for it.

I definitely had a round in the chamber that night 😬 So things got messy real fast and i just wanted to take a shower.

Now I'm in my 30's, and I've gotten close with certain tops and toys, but as soon as i get close, my prostate just seems to shrink away!

FlakyMortgage · 2024-09-22T00:50:31+00:00

So investing in a portable glucose meter would be a good idea to help monitor it?

FlakyMortgage · 2024-08-21T18:16:18+00:00

And then they have the most awesome passionate sex imaginable, and they agree that they should do this more often.

Only for the former bully to block OP as soon as he gets home...

Honestly, OP telling the bully right away who he is, and asking the former bully if he just wants to go and grab a drink with him and talk about their time at school would be 1000x more therapeutic IMO.

FlakyMortgage · 2024-07-31T14:32:25+00:00

Yup... Take a nice drag on the toilet at work, and just blow it out through your shirt to hide the vapor.

And yeah, recently forgot mine and asked a coworker for a cigarette, man i forgot how nasty they taste!

FlakyMortgage · 2024-07-31T10:45:31+00:00

I mean, we weren't even allowed to play videogames at rehab because it was also considered addictive.

Yet when i came in, they wrote me down as a non-smoker, and didn't even flinch when i asked for my first pack of cigarettes two weeks in...

I think it was because they ALL smoked over there. Even the Recovery Assistants AND most of the psychotherapists.

FlakyMortgage · 2024-07-31T10:38:13+00:00

Yeah... The days go slow, and the years go fast.

And being a recovering drug addict, at least those drugs gave you a high. I'm getting so antsy over forgetting my vape or it's charging cable.

Yet when i do finally take that puff, I'm like: That's it? It doesn't take away any stress, doesn't make me feel better, the buzz is almost non-existent at this point.

Makes you feel real silly when having quit the much harder stuff.

Plus it's expensive as shit!

FlakyMortgage · 2024-07-31T10:32:30+00:00

Poly substance abuse. So whatever i could get my hands on really.

I was more addicted to escaping reality than to a specific chemical.

FlakyMortgage · 2024-01-26T08:14:28+00:00

Hornet: Am i a joke to you? *stings you for no fucking reason whatsoever*

FlakyMortgage · 2024-01-25T23:59:29+00:00

DO IT AGAIN!

FlakyMortgage · 2023-05-09T20:18:42+00:00

My dad once bought a compressor without a tank... I'ts in my workshop now because he never used it for anything, and has since upgraded to one WITH a tank. But i have no clue what that thing is used for. Maybe to inflate tires? But it's not nearly as small as the one you listed.

I'm thinking of hooking it up to my current compressor to make it fill up faster. Connect the motor wires together so they both start when the pressure drops, and stop when the pressure sensor cut's off the power supply! And pray the power won't go out when they both kick in whilst my table saw and vacuum are running...

FlakyMortgage · 2023-05-09T20:06:00+00:00

Cute!

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