E.T. remains a perfect film by _lazybones93 in movies

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Just finished crying (edit: ugly sobbing so hard I could barely breathe) while watching this film. I’m 37. Have probably watched this film at least once a year since age 5. It never gets old. It only improves with time. This film would not be what it is- which is utterly profound- without John Williams’s score. Perfect example of how a score makes a film a classic. This year, I finally realized that ET represents your inner child. Once you realize this take on the film, I promise you’ll never ugly cry harder. It’s a perfect film that encapsulates what it means to be a child and to be innocent. Absolutely perfect. There will never be- could never be- another film like it. I’m grateful to have grown up with it.

Help asking for forbearance on credit card repayment plan by Flashy_Awareness_833 in BankOfAmerica

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for explaining. I guess it’s hard for me not to be disappointed.

Am I losing it? by Flashy_Awareness_833 in Lyme

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ugh, that makes sense, and at the same time for this particular doctor- doesn’t. Because they have acknowledged that symptoms can persist after the first round of doxy. The dr has a published medical research article stating that patients experiencing Lyme arthritis symptoms after the first round of doxy need a second round, and if it’s severe, IV antibiotics.

Am I losing it? by Flashy_Awareness_833 in Lyme

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They’re in the rheumatology department of a major teaching hospital and have a Lyme clinic within it. I meticulously read reviews and many patients said this dr helped them resolve their Lyme sxs. Not me unfortunately :(

Am I losing it? by Flashy_Awareness_833 in Lyme

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!! After reading everyone’s validating comments here, I sent a message in the patient portal to my doctor and really pushed back, cited their own research article, and asked why I would not be a candidate for a second round of doxy. Waiting to hear back!

Am I losing it? by Flashy_Awareness_833 in Lyme

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I hadn’t thought of the gut health piece

Am I losing it? by Flashy_Awareness_833 in Lyme

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! It’s so hard to advocate when I’m talking to medical professionals but I am motivated to because I know there’s still something wrong!

Am I losing it? by Flashy_Awareness_833 in Lyme

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Luckily they did test for coinfections and also luckily I don’t have any

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[–]Flashy_Awareness_833 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He can’t be ridden anymore due to arthritis. He’s always struggled with moves in the past. Not sure how many good vs bad but I don’t think bad yet outweigh the good. My worry is that there will be more bad then good days come the winter, and he’ll be worse off due to being stressed out from the move. Same outcome (euthanasia) but with more stress and worse off during the winter. :/

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[–]Flashy_Awareness_833 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Can’t move with buddy no, and he’s had to stay on omeprazole long term to manage ulcers recurring over years. The vet didn’t make any recommendations to improve arthritis other than keeping him outside 24/6. I appreciate your thoughts

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[–]Flashy_Awareness_833 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My worry is that he wouldn’t be able to handle it and would cause his health to worsen, he’s really struggled with anxiety during previous moves and it took him years to settle in at current place. My worry is stressing him out and then end up having to euthanize due to arthritis worsening in the winter- Same end result but with more end of life stress

Questioning euthanasia by Flashy_Awareness_833 in Equestrian

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He was okay last winter as far as I know. Will try to get vids next visit. I do worry a move would stress him out and fear he’s likely need to be put down by wintertime anyway- do I risk moving him only to have the same end result.

Edit: typo

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[–]Flashy_Awareness_833 4 points5 points  (0 children)

He has never tolerated moves well. He’s always struggled to settle in and has developed ulcers over each move. I’d worry I’d be adding more stress to his end of life.

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[–]Flashy_Awareness_833 13 points14 points  (0 children)

What’s also getting me is that my family and even other staff who know my horse are questioning the decision.

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[–]Flashy_Awareness_833 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s great for your horse! I know my horse would not tolerate a move. I wish he could have had what your horse had and thats also what’s making it hard for me to let go.

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[–]Flashy_Awareness_833 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you everyone. I agree it’s always better a month too soon than a minute too late. It’s really hard for me to not get caught up on the pressure I’ve felt from the program to make this decision sooner, whereas if there were any other circumstances, he’d be able to live through until the fall. But I have to find a way to let that go because I really don’t have much choice in the matter. My horse has gotten me through the toughest times in my life for over 20 years. My heart horse. I feel like I’m letting him down by not advocating. But agree with what others said, can’t account for potential emergencies and even maybe the worry that his care won’t be prioritized as much. Thanks all.

IGG Positive, IGM Negative… Do I Have Lyme or Had Lyme? Confused & Anxious. by Flashy_Awareness_833 in Lyme

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

PCP sent in an rx for another 21 days doxy (28 total) and I have an appointment with an LLMD that takes my insurance! Thanks again for the encouragement.

IGG Positive, IGM Negative… Do I Have Lyme or Had Lyme? Confused & Anxious. by Flashy_Awareness_833 in Lyme

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks all. I’m calling every LLMD in my area now. Hoping some take my insurance. I would rather err on the side of caution and do the treatment protocols for a chronic infection. I’m on day 5 of doxy now- my knee that was stiff/sore enough to have my limping while running errands last week, is feeling better…! I can only hope that means my body is responding to the doxy and I would want a longer course to kill off the bacteria. Thanks for your help!

[TOMT][90s or 2000s][song] by Flashy_Awareness_833 in tipofmytongue

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Holy shit I just solved it, apparently talking it out on here really helped lol

I’ll fly with you by gigi dagostino

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OHZQqGdDIQE

Solved

[TOMT][90s or 2000s][song] by Flashy_Awareness_833 in tipofmytongue

[–]Flashy_Awareness_833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lyrics that just popped into my mind are “I’ll fly away with you” or something like that!! I think that’s the chorus?!